Today, I'm angry. I just want to scream and hit something, and to make it all worse. We've got company and I have to go on pretending we are celebrating a happy little Christmas.
I know ill survive it, but I'm angry, at myself for getting my hopes up, at my body, for failing again and at the steroids, for not being a cure all.
I hate how hard it is, to keep going cycle after cycle with nothing to show for it but a broken heart and a massive hole in my wallet that I spent on tests.
I don't understand how ladies do this every month and just keep pushing forward. I feel like I'm stuck.
I get sad watching everyone succeed and sometimes I feel like I'm going to be stuck here in the TTC section forever
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