Hey guys,
Just wanted to update that I had my beta today at 11dp3dt. I was feeling pretty much like it hadn't worked. I ignored the calls from the clinic twice and let it go to voicemail. I finally called back and had questions about the FET/follow-up with the doctor, but she told me that the test came back positive. I just really am in shock right now. I was convinced that I would be feeling more symptoms if it were positive. I think I was really protecting myself from everything. I just can't believe it. I even said to her, "Are you kidding me?" Anyway, just wanted to follow up with that. I am scared to death because the last time I got pregnant, it was naturally, but I had a m/c. I guess whatever is going to happen, will happen and I can do little to control it at this point. I'm just going to be happy for today and until there's something to worry about. I have another beta on Thursday and I'm hoping it is good news. I wanted to give hope to you guys as well, because I was for sure that I was out and I didn't feel much different at all. Also, as much as it is nice hearing BFPs, it is also difficult because I always thought that it will never be me. So, I understand both sides. I just have to hope everything continues to go well, and I"ll just have to take it one day at a time. Good luck with everyone this cycle and hang in there! The waiting is so much harder than I thought it'd be..!