Jessie's Journey

[jessieles]

Pickle- aww i watched it on friday eve, hubby was out, i had my chocolate and cried most of the way thru! good wasnt it! ive ordered 2 books 2day too which look really good, one called the pursuit of motherhood and one called waiting for daisy. Ive decided i cant pretend its all not real and i cant just snap out of it so i may aswell just go with the flow and may be be easier on myself.

Ive made an appt for 2nd nov with the gp so hopefully hell give me a prescription, i cant imagine a hospital of this size with such a long waiting list can cancel operations based on af arriving!

But its makin me feel better that i have a plan to get that bfp this month!

 

[jessieles]

So it seems I dont have a date for my lap and dye now. They wouldnt prescribe Norisetherone as they didnt wanna muck up my cycles. So back to waiting for a new date now!

In the mean time we are gonna continue to ttc naturally.

Its cd18 today, I've taken all my vitamins this month and we have bd on cd6, 9, 11, 13, 15 and 17. I have no idea if im even ovulating on my own though.

 

[Teeny Weeny]

Oh Jessie, that sucks. I really hope that a new appointment is sent quickly and you don't have to wait too much longer. Xx

Have you thought about temping? It really will help you know if you are ovulating. I started a few months back and even though ovulation was CD30+ I was able to see that I had from my chart.
That BD schedule looks good so if you have ovulated you are in with a good shot. Xx

 

[jessieles]

I have decided to go to the gp this morning and get an ivf referral, i need to feel like im doing something and i may aswell be on the waiting list whilst im waiting for the lap and dye as its a long waiting list! feel quite excited actually.

In the mean time, cd20 today, af due in 10 days and we have bd cd6, 9, 11, 13, 15 and 17 and 20 so cudnt have done anymore this cycle!

 

[Babylove100]

Yay! Great to have a plan! Hope it goes well at your doctors appointment.

Great timing on the bd! Got everything crossed for you!!x

 

[Teeny Weeny]

Good luck at the doctors honey. You are moving in the right direction.
Those BD days sound like they were timed perfectly. Good luck. Xxx

 

[jessieles]

Thanks girls.

I know the NHS is brilliant but when ttc its sooo slow and frustrating!

Ive been waiting 13 months for a lap and dye and now i dont have a date.

Ive finished clomid 3 months ago and now im just not getting any help.

The GP has said hell refer me today.

If i just had the money to go private it would all be so diff!

 

[Pickletilly]

Everything always crossed for you beautiful. Good on you for being ahead of the game xx

 

[jessieles]

Thanks hun, hope ur feeling ok xx

 

[jessieles]

So this morn I rang the gp surgery to check the referal had been done as they didnt give much faith in them yday and its all been done and sent woohoo. im giving up faith in the lap and dye!

In the meantime, i have bought ic's to poas obsess this week!

 

[Teeny Weeny]

Ooohhh, when are you starting to test Jessie? I'll be stalking!
I'm so glad the referral is up and running. I am praying with all my might that you won't need it after all. Xx

 

[PrincessTaz]

Glad tbe referral at your gp went through, hope they do manage to get you that lap and dye soon. Yay for opks, praying that you get a lovely surprise bfp!

 

[mirandaprice]

So glad they sent in the referral for ivf - I hope they reschedule your lap&dye soon.

Fx'd though you get a sticky bfp and don't need to worry about either!

 

[jessieles]

Aww thank you all!

Im on cd23 today, I usually have 30 day cycles. usual boobs sore etc at the moment so who knows. ill start testing in a few days

 

[jessieles]

Teeny- how did i not know you were pregnant?!!! congrats!!!!!

 

[jessieles]

Ive also decided that next month im going to take clomid again
i was prescribed 6 months (caught 1st month) then she said no more as lap and dye would be next but ive been off them 4 3 months now, and my lap and dye isnt til next year. my friend gave me her 2 cycles of clomid so im gonna take it again next cycle

 

[Teeny Weeny]

Thanks Jessie. I didn't want to say. Xx

Only a few more days until testing then. If this isn't your cycle at least you know you have a fallback with Clomid again.
If this pregnancy works out, I'm planning on giving my metformin to a friend.
Are you taking 50mg still? Xx

 

[fairyy]

You are on right path Jessie. Getting a referral for IVF is the smart move

Can't wait for you start testing this cycle. Good luck hun.

 

[jessieles]

Teeny- ive never heard of metformin, what does that do? Yeh ill take 50mg again, did you take clomid days 2-6 im wonderin if theres any benefits of taking it diff days?

Pal- thanks hun

 

[Teeny Weeny]

Yes, I took it 2-6 but I did have late ovulation so I'm not sure it even worked.
Could be worth a try though. When I had DS with clomid I actually took it 5-9 and fell first month though.
I'm not actually sure what it does, but my friend was talking about it and said she thought it was better than clomid. I should have a read up about it!

How many days to testing now? Xx