I know what u mean Lois, within the first few hours of finding out I kinda sat there and felt ever so guilty that Ben would have to share his mummy My OH basically had to tell me not to worry and that his care wouldnt be any different ... I felt so bad, so sorry for Ben. I still have pangs now and I hope he understands thats hes still my life and my world. When I say to him 'wheres the baby' he points to himself lol!!!
I had to edit my post... I said both the head and legs were on the right what a dummy!
Gwizz... awww... one thing is for sure... you don't remember anything... My brother is 22 months younger than me and I can't remember a thing... my only memories of being little have him in them!
Lottie does the same thing... it's Mummy, Daddy and Baby! (she's refusing to say Lottie... she will try to say her friends names... Emily and Katie... but wont try Lottie!) *sigh* determined to be my baby forever!!
I'm still really struggling to believe I'm pregnant, when I think of next summer I think of DH, jack and I playing on the beach, I can't get into my head or even see this baby! That sounds so stupid but does anyone else feel like this?
Lois and gwizz I keep thinking that about jack having to share me! But I am one of 4 and there are 15 years between me and my little sis and I can't remember a time when she wasn't there!
I'm def finding it hard to get my head around too. I can't imagine what our family dynamic will be like when there's a whole new person to add to the mix. Then again I can't remember what life was like before Evie came along so I know we'll adjust to it fairly quickly.
Evie tries to say her own name but pronounces it "Deedee". She loves playing babies with her doll and usually kisses pictures of babies so that gives me a little hope. On the ither hand she is having real difficulty sharing with her friends at the moment and gets very upset if they come to me for a cuddle. A lot can change between now and June though.
Im worried about that now and Ive already got a DS ... but u find u manage, people offer things, offer to buy things - families are great for that. Suggest things like 'u buy the cot for a present mum' or ' how about u put money towards the buggy' works a treat and u get something useful instead of 6 million newborn babygros! Alot of second hand baby stuff is in good nick cos its hardly used before they grow out of it cos they grow so quickly
The fatigue is really kicking in this week. I work inventory, so it's a lot of moving around, picking stuff up, etc. But the way the guys were carrying on about being tired or hungry, you'd think they were pregnant!
Ugh, I'm home sick today with this cold! I just need a day to recover! I figure I'm making myself worse by continually going into work sick. On top of that, I'm irritated because they said if I phone in I have to talk to someone! Well, no one is answering the phones! How am I supposed to talk to someone!? Huh! I left two messages. That better be good enough....
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