thisismysnoka
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I have my first dr appt monday. . . i still cant believe we conceived maybe after the dr appt i will.
Anyone else a hormonal wreck?! I keep randomly bursting into tears over the stupidest things!
Have any of you ladies thought about names yet? Or is it too soon? xx
maya if it's a girl, phillipos if it's a boy. It's never too soon!!!!
So I'm starting to worry about my second ultrasound next friday. Yesterday they did an ultrasound for placement and they said the baby was right where it needed to be and the right size. They scheduled another ultrasound next week (this one is supposed to be the heartbeat one) and part of me is worried I won't hear it.
Most of my worry stems from me hearing bad news about my dad. They found cancer in his bladder last tuesday and on monday we should find out how bad it is. so this news compounded with it being a pivotal ultrasound is freaking me out somewhat.
I am trying to remind myself the doctor said I was doing great, and the baby was the right size. The internet tickers say a heartbeat should be able to be heard after 6 weeks and my friend had an ultrasound around the same time and she heard the heartbeat of her baby. My nurse also told me to go ahead and start setting up my appointment with an ob at the local army hospital (the fertility specialist will let me go as soon as they hear a heartbeat) and my levels of 5 blood tests in two weeks were perfect each round. I have tons of symptoms that everything is working and I am normally positive but I guess I never wrapped my head around the ultrasound being that soon. Plus since I have wanted this so much and it took over two years to get pregnant, that worry is still there.
I know this is a normal feeling but with my dad in limbo right now, its screwing up all my positive thoughts I had for the first eight days. My rational self is telling me I am doing everything right and there will be a baby in June. I just thing my rational self might go missing next week. I think I will feel better once we hear about my dad on Monday.
Definitely 'Pregnancy' from the smiles factory. I have it on my iPhone and it's great. How about you?