I'm really struggling postpartum. This is my 4th c section and normally I'm up and feeling good, going for my morning walks, taking the kids out to places....not this time. I'm a mess. I know a lot more was done this time (c section, hernia repair, tubes out, bladder was cut due to adhesions and misplaced so they cleaned it up and put it where it belongs). I'm bleeding, nipples sore, raynauds in my breasts (which I normally only get while breastfeeding in the winter), my incision still is super sore (taking meds every 4 hours still with narcs and an ice pack...incision looks great though, not infected...just sore), super duper swollen (which I've never been), pitted edema up to my knees, I have my urinary catheter bag with me, bladder spasms due to the catheter....which makes it feel like a uti (its not), and now my heart is acting up with PVCs since last night. I'm such a mess.
I'm normally a very active person, and I just feel miserable! Thank goodness my newborn is amazing! She sleeps great, eats great, rarely cries, kids love her and want to help and hold her! And my emotions are good....except for feeling frustrated and wanting to feel normal again. Good thing this happened with my last, because I definitely cant go through this again! I'm sad to think she is my last, but it's good to be done too.