Just got my bfp after loss at 36 weeks

[TattooedMamma]

Just got my bfp yesterday.. 3 months after losing our baby girl at 36 weeks.

I have so many mixed emotions.. I'm happy but sad. Scared. Guilty. And all the rest

I guess I won't fully settle and be happy until I'm walking out of the hospital doors with my baby. Gona be a longggggggg 9 months!

Our daughter will never be replaced, but feel like she has sent us this rainbow gift

 

[Bumblebee117]

I am tearing up reading this! I am so sorry that your daughter went to heaven too early.

I am having my fingers crossed that everything will be ok with your rainbow baby. Feel hugged!

 

[TattooedMamma]

Aw thank you sweet xx
I wouldn't wish what happened to us upon my worst enemy but now we have an extra special guardian angel looking down on us. Life can be very cruel

 

[adr75050]

TattooedMamma- Congrats on your pregnancy. I too lost my baby girl at 38+5weeks. We just buried her on 10/3, so it still very raw as I am sure you know and still experience. I want so badly to pregnant again, even though I know my precious Adalynn can never be replaced. Im trolling here because I have been wondering/fearing/anxiously thinking how I would feel if I did ever get pregnant again. What a blessing it would be, yet so scary with feelings of being torn between guilt and happiness. Im so sorry for the loss of your beautiful baby girl.

I dont know if another pregnancy is in the cards for me (we did 6 rounds of IVF to get pregnant with Adalynn), but I am happy for your pregnancy and for some reason it gives me hope. Good Luck to you and your baby.

 

[TattooedMamma]

Huge hugs xx
So sorry for the loss of little Adalynn, what a beautiful name!

Tbh hope was the only thing that has kept me going.. after such a loss, the need to have a baby in my arms is just overwhelming. No one would ever replace Eden, ever. She will always be our 3rd baby girl, Our girls baby sister and a big *missing* part of our family.
I can't even believe how lucky we've been to fall pregnant so quickly after.. that's why I believe it's a gift from our angel Eden.

I think I will feel every emotion. Good and bad. I just wish I could fast forward time and be walking out those hospital doors with our baby, alive.
It's such a tough situation.

I also write a blog (although I haven't posted about this pregnancy yet), I'm sure it's not easy reading but I find writing my thoughts and feelings helps me.

You can message me anytime x

 

[LoraLoo]

Congratulations hun. Pregnancy after a loss is hard (I got my bfp yesterday) but so worth it in the end. Much love x

 

[sammie13s]

Congratulations on your pregnancy. I lost my two babies. Lucy died at 9 days old and Bradley died whilst I laboured him. I'm around the 7-8 weeks mark and on tons of meds. Why did your daughter pass Hun? Xx

 

[TattooedMamma]

Congratulations hun. Pregnancy after a loss is hard (I got my bfp yesterday) but so worth it in the end. Much love x

Oh it's so hard already and I've only found out about 5 days ago.. thank you and massive congrats to u too xx

 

[TattooedMamma]

Congratulations on your pregnancy. I lost my two babies. Lucy died at 9 days old and Bradley died whilst I laboured him. I'm around the 7-8 weeks mark and on tons of meds. Why did your daughter pass Hun? Xx

Thank you hun.. massive congrats to you too x

I had placenta abruption.. what happened with your precious babies? Aw life can be so cruel
I don't even know what the plan of action really is this time.. I think aspirin and early delivery but I really hope more scans etc aswell, unsure when I will see my consultant.

Have you seen your consultant yet? x

I'm really worried about how I'll cope mentally/emotionally :/