This will be the first Christmas without them and I'm dreading it
We made a deal that I had them last year and he could this year. I really want to say no but of course this would be unfair to him. I just can't get excited about Christmas knowing they'll be there on Christmas morning.
How can i still make it special if they will be doing the fun bit with him 50 miles away? Do i do it before? After? I don't know. I just feel so sad
We made a deal that I had them last year and he could this year. I really want to say no but of course this would be unfair to him. I just can't get excited about Christmas knowing they'll be there on Christmas morning.
How can i still make it special if they will be doing the fun bit with him 50 miles away? Do i do it before? After? I don't know. I just feel so sad