lap and dye this Friday (19th)

[HearMyPrayers]

Curly I'm sorry to hear that your dealing with all that I know its hard I too am dealing with similar situation so I know its tough! Your BFP is just around the corner!

I'm on my third day of clomid and the hot flashes have started. I already feel my ovaries and they are starting to hurt more on my left side. Besides the hot flashes headache constantly. I go on Saturday for my cd10 follicle check.

Just hang in there Curly hang in there with us and we will all get our blessings one day soon!

 

[HearMyPrayers]

Lau-----WANNA HEAR THAT UPDATE!!!! I'm on pins and needles here for you!!

 

[laustiredttc]

yeah results were fine, although not eligible for ivf so me and dh thinking of going private. Bit of a bummer but hey thats the way the cookie crumbles

 

[HearMyPrayers]

oh no how come your not eligable?Did you say you could still try naturally? no clomid?

 

[laustiredttc]

hey hun sorry been mia. I have been having some serius words with my now EX fs. its a long story so here goes...........

I called ages ago to her secretary and asked her for the results of my day three blood tests, she said they were fine and gave me my app to see the fs for yesterday.

i goes in there, sits down whilst she looks through my file. Stupid bitch didnt even know i had gone in for an op anyway she gives me the, 'oh yes everything looks fine here' i asked the obvious, 'so i only have one tube, will this affect me getting preg? she said, 'oh no, not at all, and preg rates go up after the op as well' i was thinking happy days. Then she asks the nurse to look at some chart, whilst umming and ahhing for a little bit, she then says, 'oh no, thats not good is it' well you can imagine my reaction, i was like, 'wtf, what are you talking about?

she said, 'your e2 is two points over for the criteria we set for people who are eligible for assited conception. I was like, WHAT!!!!!!!!!! apparently it wont stop me from getting pregant its just that they have tightened their belt and the criteria is strict. whatever!!!!!!!! its all about the money with these guys

So long story short i told her we were moving and then she was all smiles again. I asked about the criteria where i moving to and she said i would have to check for myself. Loads of help there, right? So i called up to get my notes the next day and now she is playing funny beggars with me. I swear i think i will go private just to save myself some time with all of the fucking about they have caused me and dh.

i'm really sorry this was a long post girls and if you managed to read it i applaud you

 

[curlygurl]

Curly I'm sorry to hear that your dealing with all that I know its hard I too am dealing with similar situation so I know its tough! Your BFP is just around the corner!

I'm on my third day of clomid and the hot flashes have started. I already feel my ovaries and they are starting to hurt more on my left side. Besides the hot flashes headache constantly. I go on Saturday for my cd10 follicle check.

Just hang in there Curly hang in there with us and we will all get our blessings one day soon!

Thank you! I am feeling a little bit better, but i know as her pregnancy goes on it will be hard. Luckily she is not showing yet.

Good luck tomorrow with your follicle check - hopefully there are some good ones in there! Are you doing IUI or timed intercourse?

Lau- wow so sorry to hear about your experience. That sounds horrible. Is there another fs you can see? One who has a little better bedside manner? So they didn't even review your operation results with you? Ugh, I can totally see why you would be frustrated. Sending you

 

[HearMyPrayers]

Lau-thats horrible! Yes you need to find something better than that! sorry hon! These people don't care about our struggle in the end!

Curly-we are doing timed intercourse.

 

[wishinforbub]

Oh Lau what a horrible experience, my heart really goes out to you! I'd definitely be checking out private options...

Curly, I'm really sorry to hear what you're going through with your sis-in-law. It sounds like we all need to hang in there and give each other as much support as we can. You're all so right that we are too hard on ourselves and our bodies and I am just so thankful for you all and that as far away from each other as we might be, I still feel like I get the most amazing support and encouragement from you all.

Hear how is everything going with the clomid now? I haven't been on it before so can't imagine what it's like....I just hope it helps!

I'm due my follow-up on Thursday so will let you know what doc says. AF has been really heavy and throwing lots of clots (sorry TMI)....second reflexology today, I'm looking forward to that!

Take care girls, and let's all allow ourselves to feel loved and cherished no matter what we're going through x

 

[laustiredttc]

Thanks for the support girls. Not going to let them get me down. When we move will be seeing a new fs as well so hopefully she/he will be better than the last fx

wish, thats horrible hun, hoep af passes quickly so you can get back in the saddle

hear, i hope the clomid works huni, sending you lots of pos thoughts and vibes

curly, oh huni i know the feeling. Stay strong my dear and we are all here for you

13dpo expecting af at any moment. Didnt do a hpt today as i just know she will be rearing her ugly head very soon. Just hope she comes quick so can get started with the next cycle.

Praying for us all to get our very very soon

 

[HearMyPrayers]

Hey ladies....went for my day 10 checl yesterday....only 1 follicle 14mm on the right so I'm back again tomorrow it should be 18mm by then but I think I'm going to opt out of thetrigger shot and just keep monitoring till I ovulate I want to keep this as calm and less invasive then previous cycles. Its just a lot easier on dh and I that's way. I'm just a little bummed out by the little response I got this time around on clomid I was bummed when he said only 1 mature follie I was hoping for a couple but I will take 1.

 

[laustiredttc]

hear im sorry there was only one hun, but you know what they say, 1 is all you need and i think its best to take the more relaxed approach. Less invasive and nicer on your sanity huni keep us updated with how you get on.

af got me today and it was by far the worst one todate. Wont go into too much detail as very tmi but, horrific pain, diarrhea and projectile vomitting, not good!!!

 

[HearMyPrayers]

Thanks Lau! WEnt again today follicle is now 18mm...they want me back again tomorrow. I'm CD12 today so i should O by Wednesday.

I'm sorry about AF wicked bitch she is!
I hope the worst of it passes for your quickly!

 

[laustiredttc]

Thanks Lau! WEnt again today follicle is now 18mm...they want me back again tomorrow. I'm CD12 today so i should O by Wednesday.

I'm sorry about AF wicked bitch she is!
I hope the worst of it passes for your quickly!

Oh my gosh, hear thats great hun

hopefully this is it for you hun and you get a lovely surprise for xmas

 

[HearMyPrayers]

Thanks Lau! WEnt again today follicle is now 18mm...they want me back again tomorrow. I'm CD12 today so i should O by Wednesday.

I'm sorry about AF wicked bitch she is!
I hope the worst of it passes for your quickly!

Oh my gosh, hear thats great hun

hopefully this is it for you hun and you get a lovely surprise for xmas

Oh thank you I'm so trying not to even pay too much attention to this cycle or even let it take my over I just want to try and "forget about it" as much as I can so I can just be relaxed because I hate the let down I REALLY REALLY do.

 

[laustiredttc]

YEP AND YEP, totally get it hun. I dont think i will have much time to think this month, what with the move and xmas bearing down.

Oh not sure whether i have posted this but, i got some good news today. The fs secretary rang and said whilst she couldnt get my notes to me this week, she will send them to the new house. I managed to get my fsh level from her ove the phone and its 6.4. The new place i am going to says that i will be eligible for funding if my fsh level is below 15. How happy am i right now oh yeah oh yeah

 

[wishinforbub]

hey girls

Lau, that's great news, I really hope the new place gets sorted out and you're eligible. Hear, I've got my fingers crossed for you x

I'm feeling annoyed right now - bloody Will and Kate have gone and announced they're pregnant - not even 12 weeks yet and told the world. Stupidly, beating them was one of my goals....down the drain. Really want to swear right now!!!

DH just suggested a weekend away purely for shagging purposes though - he really is lovely

 

[curlygurl]

Thanks Lau! WEnt again today follicle is now 18mm...they want me back again tomorrow. I'm CD12 today so i should O by Wednesday.

I'm sorry about AF wicked bitch she is!
I hope the worst of it passes for your quickly!

WE are literally on the same cycle!! I just got my positive OPK today and I usually O the second day after the positive!! And don't worry about having only one mature follicle - all it takes is one! I am feeling so posiitive for all of us this cycle!

Lau- so glad to hear you got some good news today! I really feel like your next experience with your FS is going to be so much better.

Wishin- So funny about the Will & Kate business - my heart dropped when I read it online today! But I am so sure we will all be making our announcements soon.

 

[HearMyPrayers]

Wishin - I too was a little (alot) annoyed when I read the announcement, but you DH sounds darling and I think a weekend away would be exactly what you both need!

Lau - YAY!!! Thats great news I'm sure once you switch clinics it will all start falling into place! So stoked for you right now!

Curly - thats awesome that we are on the same cycle! I go back today for another follicle check we should be at 20mm I'm just opting out of taking the trigger shot I want this to happen on its own and not be forced this time around. I feel too anxious and I go crazy when I take the shot with over thinking bd'ing and what not its too much pressure I rather just let nature do what nature does best!

I have my fingers crossed for all of us! I have a great feeling we are all going to see some BFP's in the near future!!

 

[HearMyPrayers]

Update....went this morning for my cd13 check follicle is now 20mm doc gave me the option to trigger or let it go natural I opted for natural he said bd today and tomorrow and come back Thursday to check that I've ovulated.

 

[laustiredttc]

wish, lol that was totally my goal too, damn them hehe

curly, hear great news girls, keeping fx for your