I feel exactly the same way. This is only our second month, but I started charting about 6 months before we started. I feel like we've been at it much longer.
I've been fighting the urge to test all day. I'm only 7 dpo, so I don't want to test today bc I know it will be bfn. The wife is off work tomorrow, so she'll be here in the morning. I don't want her to know if I test bc I have a special way of telling her planned. So, I'm not sure if I will test tomorrow or not. If not, I will definitely test Monday morning...I started feeling like I won't be pregnant today. Even though I have no real reason to think that, I just feel like I won't be. I've never been pregnant before so I have no idea what to expect and no idea if I can even get pregnant. I just want to know if I'm pregnant or not...