Still no AF here. I'd say I'm angry but I'm still keeping hope that I'll get a surprise BFP.
Anyway its not looking overly hopeful as I think we've probably missed the boat knowing my look. Is there any test the doctor can do to confirm you are ovulating or do you have to use OPKs. AF will have been back 6 months next cycle & I always said we'd give it 6 months before I started worrying. (we've actually been NTNP for longer than that but before AF reappeared.)
I'm so sorry. I wish I could somehow take the pain away. 
I got a full blown positive with Emma by 9 DPO. So something is up here. I'm still breastfeeding quite frequently with Emma. Moreso in the past week or two for some reason she's upped her feeds again. To like 15 feeds in a 24 hour day. 
So I have a feeling that has everything to do with it. My body just isn't ready yet. Which I"m starting to come to terms with. The hard part is that DH wants this more than I do and keeps asking questions. But I can't speed up the process and obviously I can't bring him home in the next 7 months...TTC was never this frustrating before. Now you have people saying oh babies should be close in age, blah blah. Well that isn't exactly an option for us at this point. And while I could easily just quit BFing and than my cycles would probably return to normal, the health of Emma and benefits from breastfeeding is far more important to me.
Way to go hun! 
But we have 7 months until I have to worry about it again. So I'm sure Emma will drop some feeds in that time. 
) Emma and her new brother and sister will still be close in age and love eachother, so please try not to fret - and just think how supe HOT you are gonna look when Corey returns form 7 months away!
Big for you too! I am taking it one day at a time. That's all I can do. And yes my 2 boys keep me busy but, like you sometimes a quiet moment to myself to shed a few tears helps and then I get back on with my day as well. I guess I'm more determined than ever now to get my baby girl back even though I'm hurting deep down inside. Roll on December! Once I have her alive and well with a strong heartbeat inside my belly, I know at that point it will really help.
Let's hope you are right! I have small goals in mind while he's gone but losing the baby weight from Emma is first on the list. After that, baby weight from the mc. Than I'll be almost back to normal. So that's 60 lbs. in 7 months. 
I doubt that will happen but I will freaking try! again. Your girl is on her way. 
Fingers tightly crossed for you as always.
Things can only get better from here and after you take the medicine your doctor gave you, you're cycles should hopefully be back on track! Even though they found nothing obviously wrong with the lost babies chromosomes, its possible there was just a small mutation in a gene which they can not pick up in their analysis. So keep having faith in your body to grow a healthy baby I imagine its quite draining to be looking after too many young children at a time. Plus you can give them each the time they need and deserve. I won't be testing till December 5th though since that will be 1 week after AF is due, and the day that I found out I was pregnant with Kira 
No more limboland for me. An entire week late so now there is literally no way we can conceive this cycle because DH leaves in a week. But oh well. Now I can get back to my old self. DH and I were looking through old pictures last night and he's like 'damn you were hot!'. I'm like "I'm still hot you asshole....that girl is still under all this somewhere." So let the starvation begin. 
J/k
I feel so bad for them. definitely a bad day. I hope your mom heals quickly and your friend is soon blessed with a rainbow baby.
I hate seeing my parents ill as they have always been the strong one.
I've never made wine last so long. I figured that tiny amount wouldn't hurt and I did enjoy the taste. Anyway it's work's Healthy and Beauty fair today so I'm going to go and have a look around and see if I can find any Christmas presents.
