Hope Sam feels better too. Poor little guy. 
And darkness means nothing. I know we all say 'oh what lovely dark lines' but honestly they mean nothing in the end. my lines were SO dark with my miscarried baby. But the lines with Emma were faint.
As long as it's a line and it has color, then its a bfp! I know it's hard but try to relax. Like I said earlier, all of your pregnancies cant possibly all end badly. I mean you have Jesse as living proof. 
Stressing yourself like this isn't good for new tiny bean. So relax and remember what will be will be. Try to trust that your body knows how to grow a healthy baby. Big I know it's rough hun. I know I'm gonna fret once I'm preg too but worrying yourself to death like this isn't worth it. Go kick your feet up and watch your favorite movie to take your mind off of it.
I used to just say a baby forum but I told this girl a story I'd had in the weaning sectin & she recognised it
So I ranted about it on here. Than later when I announced my pregnancy with Emma on here, she read it before my family even knew. 
She's still around on here but not nearly like I am. But I think of it as, I was here first and I'm definitely not going anywhere. 
It's really weird and I wonder who it is.
x
