i felt the exact same when i lost our baby, my close friend was due the same month i would have been, her LO is almost 4 now, that would have been me! I only got over my MC when i brought kara home from special care, i lay her on my bed and stared at her for 3 hours straight, it flew by. I still think of angel baby, but now im (not glad but you know what i mean) happy to have kara, she wouldnt be here otherwise!
I cant wait, i really cant, ive forgotten what it was like to have a baby baby lol!
Im so bad that ive already picked out furniture and decor, and buggies, and car seats etc etc, im organised to say the least haha!
I can picture a baby boy in my head, but i think another girl would be nice, not bothered one bit thought, a healthy baby is the most important thing!
i do hope it doesnt take toooooooo long, i really want them close, no more than 3 years apart!
i am going to just get down n dirty from no on, and try not to think about it (as much)
ahahah kara has this little doll that she takes EVERYWHERE and i mean everywhere, she cries and cries till shes got hold of her! Anyway i took the clothes off it to clean them and put one of Kara's first vests on it for the time being, it bloody fits!! I never realised how tiny my girlie was
xxx