never had the guts to do it again tough 
They actually took you to the police station!?? Did you get to ride in the back of a cop car and get handcuffed?? (I'm soooo nosey ) I really wanted to put price stickers on my play food and they didn't sell any toy price sticker guns. My Dad helped me steal it I think I must have been 8 or 9 at the time. Too funny. Than we had to meet with a probation officer once a month. Funnily enough, my DH had the same probation officer because he stole from walmart too a few years before I did. The probation officer actually remembered Corey. Seriously so many kids were caught stealing from walmart in my town. It's a town of 800 people. We got bored easily. People either get pregnant or in trouble with the law because there is nothing better to do. (The walmart is in the town that's 12 miles away, our town has one stoplight. So not exactly a booming business place.
) - That is really silly that you were putting on a lb with doing the 30 day shred - maybe it was muscle, but I know I need to see it on the scales too to keep me motivated.
Although I'm really going to miss you being on here. I find BnB is always better for a good laugh but the FB group is more details about our LO's. Which is the way it was meant to be but you see what I mean. I hope this job of his ends up being amazing for you guys. You'll probably find that he does so much better and loves this job even more so all the stress will have been for a good reason. 
I am sooo happy for you and your DH!! It must have been a nice confidence booster for him to feel wanted by so many different companies too. It will be sad not seeing you as much in here though. How far away is DH's new job? It will be a good story to tell your grandkids one day so they know their grandparents were bad asses! Down the basement is his woodshop and general house storage (xmas, baby stuff, etc) and everything was covered in an inch of wood dust and was so packed tight that he could barely move around. So, we built a separate room that is just for DH's woodshop and the rest of the basement is for house/ food storage and will be completely regulated by me! It is soooooooooo nice I'm going to post pictures on FB when I get a chance. It's too bad I didn't take before pictures because the transformation is shocking. And now I can just shut the door to DH's woodshop and never have to see the horrors inside Because if it doesn't get used in my house, it get tossed. I don't have knick knacks sitting around or anything like that really. I mean I decorate somewhat with stuff we buy on our vacations like a vase from the grand canyon and a wooden statue from the bahamas. But I don't have little figurines of ponies or angels like I see in a lot of houses back home. We live near a private airport so it's always those little private planes flying over. But than I grabbed a blanket and we laid out in the back yard together watching planes go over. 
It's times like that when I really miss DH though. Cause I think he'd like doing that. But now I'm outside again because now that we did it once, Emma insists on sitting back here on the blanket. I just hope the neighbors stay inside today.
So I'm always going behind him and putting things back in drawers (or the trash). MIL is worse than DH and I really hurt her feelings the other day because I put Kira's easter basket from last year into the burn pile She saw it right before DH tossed it into the fire pit and was really hurt that we were getting rid of it. I guess she thinks I should save all of Kira's cheapy easter baskets each year for 18 years.. that would be over 50 easter baskets in my closet She's lucky I held on to it for as long as I did I had one of those moments with Kira yesterday.. for whatever reason I was throwing a fake temper tantrum on the floor to get DH to do something for me (I honestly cannot remember!) and Kira got on the floor and copied my tantrum and we were both laughing It was so cute as it has been a real confidence booster and he is so glad that he is going to be the provider again. The office is only in the town next to us so it will only take him 15mins to get there and then he will all over the south east of the country to do Estimates and the technical end of it, but that is the same as his last job. It will be quiet stressful for a while as he will need to establish the company and the one thing his old firm had going for it was that they had 30 years of experience and a good reputation, although it has been DH people would have been dealing with over the past 10 years they will not know that he has changed, so it will be a challenge as there are a lot more companies setting up due to the goverment grants that are available, but I reckon once it is up and running he will definitely enjoy it more as he will be the one running it instead of just the sales manager (he did this for about a year in the other place when his boss was out sick and loved it) and also it should be less stressful as they are only going to be a much smaller company with 2 or 3 crews on the road fitting so he only needs to find work for these where as in his old job he had 14 crews on the road and he was the only sales and technical rep and things have gotten quieter so he was under a lot of pressure for the last few years.
- poor baby, I wish we could all be at home all the time 
although he did finally manage to clean it all up when he was off and I know see his reasoning as he now has all his screws and nails in them so it takes ages of the night that seems sor short when I'm working but I will be reading and I will drop in to catch up every now and again. to you all because you all really have become good friends.
So it was a 9 day luteal phase if I go by the day I got cramps. 10 days if you count it by my first 'peak' reading. And I was taking low amounts of B-complex this month. So I think I'm going to raise the dose and see if it makes a difference and after that I give up. I'm almost to the point of not really caring if I get pregnant yet anyways. I'm kind of enjoying being skinnier. They are usually HUGE. And not the prettiest things either. That's so cute that she calls you mammy. Emma very rarely calls me mama. Only when she really really wants something. 
I'm sure Emma will love having her daddy home, it might take her a couple of hours to size him up, but I reckon it will be like he has never been away then to her.
maybe when I have more than one it might be a bit much but at the moment I love it We just 
when we felt like it and got pregnant easily. Just the thought of leaving her makes me get a lump in my throat. I don't know how I'll ever do it but I know she has to start school sometime. LOL! 
I've only just discovered this today. I had wondered why I haven't heard from DH for the past 2 days. They have shut emails completely down. And the burial at sea for osama happened straight from my DH's ship too. It's so surreal to think about. My husband was on the same boat as the most well known terrorist in the world. Well, his body anyways.. So now I just worry that his ship will become a target somehow.
15 minutes is a great commute! I am so glad everything worked out for the best. I bet Natasha will adjust quickly to her new routine. Maybe if your DH's job is really successful he will get a raise and you could afford to stop working. Like Cleckner, I no longer care if I get pregnant. It's been especially hard to watch so many of my friends on here have mmc and now Boothh's loss- I'm not ready to have all that worry ontop of morning sickness right now. But if I do get pregnant this cycle I'll deal with it. I went in for my pap smear and the midwife (the one who delivered Kira) put in the speculum and was staring into my eyes as he did the pap smear (creepy). Over here a male gyno or midwife cannot be alone with a female patient during internal exams, so in my dream the exam was done in the hallway! Then he walked off to his office and I went to the counter to pay. The secretary told me that I needed to book a surgery to fix my vagina since it is 100mm larger in diameter than it should be I was trying to convert 100mm to inches and was getting really frustrated with the math. Then I asked if I could have another baby first and then have the surgery since I didn't want to undo the surgery with another 10 pound baby The rest of the dream was spent with me making formal complaints about the midwife who failed to do a breast exam and who put the responsibility on the secretary to tell me about my vagina surgery It was the weirdest dream ever! Your poor poor vagina. At least you still have cool nipples. I hope you have a longer luteal phase this month. Fingers X'ed for you. I sent him for frozen mixed vegetables once and he came back with this bag of veggies in asian sauce. I hate stuff with asian style sauce on it. So gross. So it sat in my freezer for months until I finally got rid of it a few months ago. That is how great DH is at shopping though. I think when DH gets back I'll let him take Emma to the park behind our house and than I can work my way up with it. It's like ripping a bandaid right? Just do it and get it over with. Whenever he's just be downstairs with her and me upstairs, I'm wondering and worrying the whole time. Wondering if she's laughing or if she's happy with him. It's been 3 days with no word from him. And that's the longest we've ever went without SOME kind of contact so it kinda sucks. - your poor vag - ouch - I can't wait to see if the opk is positive. - You will be delighted then though, keep thinking that way and see if you can jinx it to happen - she does seem far more settled today, although she woke up every hour last night crying and was grand once I went into the room and tucked her back up, so I think she was checking that we were still there as we were gone to work when she woke the morning before as she didn't wake until 10 so my mam came over here as I hate waking her before she is ready. 
and was phoning him to see what he had given her to eat and so on, but I feel better knowing she isn't missing two of us as even though my mam sees her everyday anyway, we only seem to know all her quirks and exactly what she wants and all the tricks to stop her tantrums or how she likes to be comforted if that makes sense. - Id say the DH will be back properly next week and then the madness will begin
Now we just have to wait and see. Is it almost time for another picture update??? He had to top my dream with some sex dream of his- men! You and your bionic nipples. Was your DH's sex dream at least about you? No new weight loss pictures yet from me. I still have 2.4 lbs to lose until I get to the next '10' mark. I really need to measure myself too but I never remember at the right time of the day because I usually measure in the mornings. It really is scary how so many businesses are closing down. Only the strong survive I guess. I wonder when it will ever be back to normal and when jobs will be available again for people. Sometimes I think it would be simpler if we were Amish. Do they have Amish people over in the UK? They all work the land and hunt and the women take care of the kids and house while the men plow the fields and bring home the money. The area that I'm from has tons of Amish people. They still drive horse and buggies everywhere too. They don't use electricity or anything. 
