Guys never do. My DH has been very tolerant. But just shakes his head at me most days.
This cycle was the easiest cycle we did. Sort of timed sex, no preseed, and when we did BD it was so relaxed.
But I get the obsessivness. Despite this being relaxed I still think about this non stop. And now that I am testing I have a whole new thing to obsess over.
Im obsessing over my chart/temps...Dh has been tolerate this cycle of me going on and on. Which is kind of nice to have him involved as much as he has been.
Aayla- Oh, God. The testing. And it's really non stop for me, except for the few days that AF is around, bc I'm either peeing in a cup to do an OPK or in one for a PT, or to make sure that my LH levels are going back down after I O, or seeing if I just so happen to blazing positive post O, thinking that maybe it could mean I am indeed pregnant. lol. It's insanity. And the messed up part, is I am fully aware of how obsessive I am about it and just keep going and going. It's like I cant stop and am just completely consumed by getting pregnant. And if I'm being perfectly honest, lol, I do feel like a bit of a lunatic at times.
And it just depends on which side of the crosshairs we happen to be in in time, as to what I am obsessing over at that moment. LMAO.
OnErth- Sometimes I wish my SO would get a little more involved. Well, not even "more involved" if he would just try to see things from my side of it. He's just so relaxed about it, like we have all the time in the world, and doesn't really think that "right now" is a good time anyways, so he's "cool" either way. And I'm sitting over with a ticking biological clock blarring in my head, screaming "YOU'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME, EVERY MONTH THAT PASSES IS JUST GETTING YOU CLOSER TO NEVER HAVING ANOTHER BABY" Which I know is probably a tad bit dramatic, but I can't help it, I feel like I'm running out of time for our second baby and scared to death that we are going to have problems conceiving like we did the first time. It's like he thinks that we can just do it whenever feels like things are perfect, and they never will be btw, and I'm helpless to defend my point of view on it. But those issue's are whole other can of worms between me and DH. But I am a little bit jealous that your hubs listens to you about all the charting and everything, and you have a human being to vent it all out with.
If this cycle falls through, I'm really upping our game the next cycle. esp with the supplements and such that we 'could' be taking (probably should of been already, lol) But I feel like I'm starting to get obsessed and crazy with baby fever. It's like it consume's my entire day. And I can't turn it off. 
) So he was surprised to see me up when he got home from work. I told him I took a good test and I think I can see something but not totally sure. He just started laughing and said you always see something. So I tried to show him and of course he saw nothing. 
And then he just shook his head and then went to bed. 
