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So I guess having a beautiful chart with high temps doesn't guarantee a bfp tested this morning at 14 dpo and bfn I wanted to cry af is due tomorrow and with all the activity going in my uterus right now I can't be sure she won't make an early visit today. I won't test again til Thursday mostly because I'm pretty sure she's coming and the bfn this morning really disappointed me. Part of me wants to hold out hope mostly because I did the math and if I implanted at 8 dpo but started out with a really low hcg level like one or two at the normal hormOnal rise I would still be barely enough to read in a 10 miu test and the test I used this morning was at least 25 of not 40 I bought some cheap ones from target yesterday but didn't locate the sensitivity. I think I'm out the game and I won't lie I feel crappy about it
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I know how you feel. We had a MC in February. It would have been our first. We waited 3 months before we started ttc again. Every time I get af I would break down and cry. I've gotten stronger but it still bothers me. Everyone is like you think about it too much - quit trying and it will happen. Well that is easier said than done. It's around me everywhere - I have a coworker pregnant with twins (she just found out last week she wasnt even trying). It is all on facebook - I have a bunch of prego friends on facebook. It's sad but i have to unfollow them bc It still hurts.
Im sorry for your lost I know how bad mc can be. Youll get bfp this cycle I have a good feeling for you.