Hi, really sorry about your losses for those who have just joined, it's such a difficult thing to go through. Emmy - I think counselling sounds like such a good idea, I might look for something myself. Mum1+1 Good luck and fingers crossed for this cycle, try and take it as it comes, easier said than done though, I found the first few AFs the most difficult but mostly because I symptom spotted every little thing and convinced myself I was pregnant each time, it makes it worse. LaLa - I'm 37 too (well not for long, I'm 38 in a few weeks), the ticking clock is an added stress that we don't need, my husband keeps trying to reassure me that I'm not old and that we have plenty of time. Les - OMG!!!!! Congratulations, this is going to sound strange but I was convinced that you were pregnant and had already announced it a few months ago. Thank you for the support and if I have any questions I will let you know, I have an appt with an endo on Friday so I will find out more then.