Chris_25
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So I just got home from the doctor and cried my whole way home. Not for any particular reason, but just because I get told by the doctor to just "relax" it's going to happen whether is natural, iui or ivf. I'm glad he's so sure about it e cause nothing is guaranteed. As far as my pain I didn't really get an answer and he said he doesn't think I need a laporoscopy. Then why the fuck do I endure all this pain in my hip to ovary and in the middle of my pelvic area? Something is not normal and I get ignored! He did an ultrasound and my follicle is at 18mm on cd18 today which means late ovulation that's if it even happens because I'm convinced it doesn't. I don't even care anymore this whole thing can kiss my ass. I told the doctor I'm in the deepest depression I've ever been in my life. He said a second opinion is a good idea. I can't wait over a month to go I'm going to seriously go off the deep end with a nervous breakdown soon. All I do is cry morning noon and night! I want this new RE to do a laporoscopy and I want to be listened to! I am losing all hope on life! I think I need to get away for a while! I can't handle it and to too it off my "best friend" tells me yesterday right after I finished venting about myself that this girl who is her friend got married right before me is pregnant. I think she purposely says things to hurt me sometimes. Then she tells me that in a few months when she starts trying she will never go through what I'm going through meaning treatments and stuff. I said yea well don't ever say that until u know how it feels to be in my situation. She's the one who always said she doesn't want kids and of course she will get them in 1 split second!