midnightfalls
I am not sure why i d have any scratchs.. lol havent been dtd or sticking my fingers up there to check cp. :S lol and it wasnt small specks..i ve had that before so tiny in fact. This time is was like a globb of pink/bown discharge. I think i went to the bathrrom every 5 min after that expecting more or af...but nothing except lots of creamy stretchy Cm. :S Im not sure what it is, and i havent had any more....it better not be my body being weird for nothing cuz i swear!!
Still very BFN for me too.
For some reason I'm so overwhelmingly sad about it today. I thought tossing the birth control in August would give us more than enough time for a 2012 baby. :-/ I know it'll happen when it's supposed to, but why does it have to be so hard for some of us? I have a friend and colleague who each have a set of accidental twins(!)...and another friend whose current pregnancy was an oops...how can they get "oops" pregnant so easily and it's so difficult for us to get "on purpose" babies?!
All this talking about it made me wanna go check againhow freaking ridiculous. BTW, I am ot feeling anymore of that pulling tight feeling down there, maybe it's the quiteness before the storm... ahh, bodies can be so cruel... who else has af due on Tuesday or Wednesday?