Sunni, sweety, it's only 9 dpo for you, isn't it? You still have several days ahead to let your body turn that into a bfp.
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I am not sure why i d have any scratchs.. lol havent been dtd or sticking my fingers up there to check cp. :S lol and it wasnt small specks..i ve had that before so tiny in fact. This time is was like a globb of pink/bown discharge. I think i went to the bathrrom every 5 min after that expecting more or af...but nothing except lots of creamy stretchy Cm. :S Im not sure what it is, and i havent had any more....it better not be my body being weird for nothing cuz i swear!!
I know exactly what you mean. When I see ANY type of spotting, I go to the bathroom twice as much, just to check if it's still there and what color. This time, when I had my ligh brown spotting for two days, I even took a picture of it (I know, how disgusting). And although I have not had it again since than, I am still checking so thoroughly! And I do dig up in there at leaset twice a day to check if the cm would be tinted pink or beige... I wonder why noone yet commented why my middle finger's nail on right hand never grows. I actually cut it way short just so I couldn't accidentally scratch myself there. and I don't care how it looks lol.
Still very BFN for me too.
For some reason I'm so overwhelmingly sad about it today. I thought tossing the birth control in August would give us more than enough time for a 2012 baby. :-/ I know it'll happen when it's supposed to, but why does it have to be so hard for some of us? I have a friend and colleague who each have a set of accidental twins(!)...and another friend whose current pregnancy was an oops...how can they get "oops" pregnant so easily and it's so difficult for us to get "on purpose" babies?!
Bump, I wonder about the same thing all the time. I don't believe in the meant-to-be kind of thing though... cause if I believed that it would mean that there is a reason I can't have any more children, like I wouldn't be a good enough mom or something. refuse to believe that, so I just take it as is. And I am never gonna give up until I have that baby.