- Joined
- Nov 20, 2011
- Messages
- 10,211
- Reaction score
- 1,441
Trying, I am so sorry you had that scare. But im relieved everything is fine. The scan pic is absolutely amazing. And very precious. xx 
Yum, yay for trying to kick start labour. xx So amazing to think he ll be here soon.
Actually I thik its rather amazing that almost everyone has their babies. To think all of us were here ttc. And now there is only yum and trying to have their babies. It doesnt feel like its been soo long. xx
AFM cd 8 today. **SIGH** to be honest I feel like I ve said im CD 8 too many freaking times and I d rather be any number of weeks instead.
But anyways, we started fertility treatment testing last week like you may know. Blood tests last week. This morning was Oh s Sperm analysis. But i wont get results from the bloods until 24th may and the sperm not until tuesday next week. Which is pushing back all other tests. So to be hoenst, im not feeling like anything is getting done and the motivation I first recieved from getting these tests done is now lacking and Im back to the un-motivated, never gonna happen attitude. I suppose it has a lot to do with all thats going on this month. 1) sister is due this week and me not being pregnant im truly forced to deal with this head on, and Im totally not prepared. 2) may marks 3 years of ttc 3) may also marks one year since the first mc.
All in all. May sucks and im tired of ttc and just want my baby alrady.
Im the only one left in this thread....and it kinda sucks.
but i love you all! lol
**edit I realize i sound a little harsh there. I am thrilled for you all. Its just im having one of those Why not me days and you ladies as lovely as you all are, kind of makes me feel left out.

Yum, yay for trying to kick start labour. xx So amazing to think he ll be here soon.
Actually I thik its rather amazing that almost everyone has their babies. To think all of us were here ttc. And now there is only yum and trying to have their babies. It doesnt feel like its been soo long. xx
AFM cd 8 today. **SIGH** to be honest I feel like I ve said im CD 8 too many freaking times and I d rather be any number of weeks instead.

But anyways, we started fertility treatment testing last week like you may know. Blood tests last week. This morning was Oh s Sperm analysis. But i wont get results from the bloods until 24th may and the sperm not until tuesday next week. Which is pushing back all other tests. So to be hoenst, im not feeling like anything is getting done and the motivation I first recieved from getting these tests done is now lacking and Im back to the un-motivated, never gonna happen attitude. I suppose it has a lot to do with all thats going on this month. 1) sister is due this week and me not being pregnant im truly forced to deal with this head on, and Im totally not prepared. 2) may marks 3 years of ttc 3) may also marks one year since the first mc.

All in all. May sucks and im tired of ttc and just want my baby alrady.
Im the only one left in this thread....and it kinda sucks.

**edit I realize i sound a little harsh there. I am thrilled for you all. Its just im having one of those Why not me days and you ladies as lovely as you all are, kind of makes me feel left out.
