Wow! It has begun...!! Do you atleast know with which one you need to begin?
Yep, I decided to just take it one step at the time. Figured out the first one is Follistim, and then Ganirelix starts on the 30th. Then I don't know, but I will concentrate on these two for now.
I hope you get it all sorted and figured out. I am so positive about all of this for you but I forget sometimes what a stressful process this must be, you are one tough cookie to be going through all that and hanging on strong. Also sorry to hear that you don't think things will work out with your OH but I guess thats life sometimes and at least you are willing to work together for this.
I have never been of the opinion that you have to be married or with someone to have a child as I think having a child is a personal choice so I think that even if you were completely on your own I would support that as its your right as a woman to have a child when you want.
Thank you so much for understanding
AH! So exciting/scary/nerve wrecking/overwhelming!!
What instructions do they give? What meds are you using?
The pharmacy called and offered help on how to use the meds but I was busy at work and couldn't concentrate, so I will have to google or find a video or smth to figure it out. So far, I just put half of them in my refrigerator because they came with ice packs... they look not too bad
I have: Follistim, Ganirelix, Endometrin (vaginal inserts, two different kinds, not sure why), and Azithromycin tablets (don't know yet what these are for either).
AFM - Cil and I are at the same DPO...I don't know if I'm going to test or not. I may just wait for AF. I hate seeing the stark white nothingness of a BFN...it's exhausting. We'll see how my chart looks in a few days I guess and go from there. Hubby's b-day is next week...that'd be sweet timing.
I was so positive this cycle - I seriously felt like it happened...but now I'm not so sure. I don't feel anything. No real signs or symptoms, no amazing chart signals, nothing. I'm kind of losing hope. Trying to remember this cycle wouldn't be very good timing at all and know that if it doesn't happen now we can try again next cycle and hopefully it'll be better timing. Plus, I'd get to drink some free wine at the conference I have next weekend. Although...I'd still rather get a BFP.
It would be a great b-day present of your dh
It's only a couple more days, I know it's torture, but maybe it is better to just wait it out?
Soooo still no AF! Don't know what to think anymore.
Think maybe I should test again Sunday morning if AF not arrived as that will be 48 hours since last test. If AF hasn't come by then I will believe I am pg, think I trust my own body more than tests! Still feeling so tired.
What sould CM be like at this stage in my cycle either pg or pre AF? Mine is very watery I think and I don't think it's usually like this before AF ...
Sounds like a good plan for testing! I don't rely on cm pattern anymore besides the ovulation time. I used to really stress over cm and cp, but got so many different variations, and decided it's not very reliable...
AFM, hoping to wake up with af tomorrow. Nothing is going on much, gonna read up on the meds and cross my fingers for tomorrow's u/s that they will tell me I can start on Sunday anyway.
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I ll start a preg journal you guys can stalk this weekend. I figure no rush since as i Have absolutely no other symptoms. 
showed up. 
Not fair. Keep your head up and come back when you can. We'll all still be here - I was gone a while to get my thoughts back in order & stop stressing so much and everyone was patiently waiting when I came back. 
