LTTTC-after loss-TWW...

[barbikins]

LOL you like your food, lady!
I wish I could have cheese - mmmm

And yes, Monday will be 11dpo
Time's really standing still this week. It's incredible.
And I'm reading too much shit on line. I really need to stop.
I have to snap out of it!!!
This weekend's going to go by slow I recon. We already have so much planned though so maybe not?

 

[nimbec]

Hi ladies thank you so much for all your kind words and support!!! My laptop has died and I can't find charger so I'll have to catch up in the morning on phone hanging out of window to get enough reception to send lol!! Hope everyone is ok speak tomorrow xxx

 

[Sis4Us]

I've had a Headache ALL day I'm sure it's the Meds yes I will be triggering this time Nat go for a scan on Tue 1/28 will trigger accordingly!!

I prob won't test out the trigger Ive fooled myself b4 and it was heart breaking will Prob just wait until 11dpo and test!!

 

[Petzy]

Hi Girls

Dont know whats wrong with me today.. I am willing to admit it may be a major hormone swing but I feel like I could bawl at any minute. I am very overwhelmed at work with so many changes and my boss putting crazy stuff on me...

But ultimately I am just scared that there is no bean anymore. I dont have any reason to say this really, but I still have such minimal symptoms.. No MS whatsoever... boob soreness comes and goes but havent had it for a couple days....had some really sharp stabbing pains on right side last night for about 15 min but they stopped. No spotting or anything. Cant help it, I am just so freaked out. I am just super bloated that is it right now. I am not even obsessing over it, I just feel like its all just wrong and bad. Maybe I am just having a bad day... I hope so. I feel like the smallest thing will set me off today. Sorry for such a bummer post I try to be positive all the time but once in a while it comes up.

 

[eyemom]

Oh Meg Since you're worried do you think they'd move your scan up? Hope everything is fine and you're just lucky to not have symptoms too bad. There's a girl in another thread I'm in who had a big drop in symptoms at 8 weeks. She went in for her scan and everything is measuring perfectly and they saw the heartbeat. Her Dr thinks maybe she just got used to the hormones quickly. So have hope. I'm praying everything is okay.

Sorry you're generally feeling down. You have a lot going on. Sending you

 

[Petzy]

Thanks Erin.. I don't know that I want to call them to move it up... I don't know if lack of symptoms is enough reason for them... not sure what they would say. I will try to stick it out and just woman-up but its hard. I know they come and go for some people... but I just wish I had something a bit more substantial.

 

[nimbec]

Hi Ladies

Meg i'm so sorry you are feeling down, if it helps in anyway i was exactly the same worried sick not many symptoms but i had an 8 week scan that put my mind at rest for oooooh about 20 seconds!! I have to say i worried all the way through 8 weeks then 12 week scan then gosh hope everything is ok at 20weeks etc etc so its totally normal and more than expected after what you have been through. Sending you a MASSIVE hug!!!!!! On a funny note - i learnt the hard way about complaining of no symptoms - i had hyperemisis Gravidarum right from 10 - 25 weeks hospitalised twice lol that will teach me to complain lol!!! I so hope all is ok and your just having an off day....5 days until the next scan i think? It will be here before you know it - although i know you and barbs would both like to wish the next week away!! Infact i think we all would

Erin how are you getting on?

Shanta so sorry about the headache - i had one last time when i was on clomid yuk i really hope it goes quickly for you. Have you always been on femera? Is there a reason you use this over the clomid? Just curious to know hope you don't think i;m being cheeky !

Nat

Thanks for your understanding and explanation of your situation - gosh families can be difficult!!! How are you feeling today? Did you get DH to do the deed? i'm so frustrated for you grrrrrr men!!! they don't exactly have to do much in this process and most of the time they are hassling for it haha!

Barbs one day closer gosh i'm so excited for you and nervous too - it has to be your time it just HAS to be

As for me well dtd last night just incase I ov early but sticks are still pale - those digies are still saying high fertility ....such a cruel thing for ladies that don't understand how it works they would be having sex for the whole 3 weeks at this rate according to those buggars! I still intend to use my old CB digi not the new ones with dual hormone stuff just the plain old smily face or blank circle to confirm ov and then i intend to write to them (once i've had blood test confirming 0) and tell them how inaccurate their new dual hormone tests are.

Just realised i didn't answer your questions about the honeymoon! We are away monday - wednesday next week. We are going to Bath Spa staying in the Macdonald Bath hotel & spa its LUSH we have been there before and it truly is 5 star and a bit more. So we plan to relax and have a look around the town. Also i'm hoping it may tie in with 0 so we can have lots of naughty time

 

[Petzy]

Hi Ladies

Meg i'm so sorry you are feeling down, if it helps in anyway i was exactly the same worried sick not many symptoms but i had an 8 week scan that put my mind at rest for oooooh about 20 seconds!! I have to say i worried all the way through 8 weeks then 12 week scan then gosh hope everything is ok at 20weeks etc etc so its totally normal and more than expected after what you have been through. Sending you a MASSIVE hug!!!!!! On a funny note - i learnt the hard way about complaining of no symptoms - i had hyperemisis Gravidarum right from 10 - 25 weeks hospitalised twice lol that will teach me to complain lol!!! I so hope all is ok and your just having an off day....5 days until the next scan i think? It will be here before you know it - although i know you and barbs would both like to wish the next week away!! Infact i think we all would

Just realised i didn't answer your questions about the honeymoon! We are away monday - wednesday next week. We are going to Bath Spa staying in the Macdonald Bath hotel & spa its LUSH we have been there before and it truly is 5 star and a bit more. So we plan to relax and have a look around the town. Also i'm hoping it may tie in with 0 so we can have lots of naughty time

Thanks Becky... I feel a bit better having seen so many posts about the same thing.. lack of first tri symptoms. I just have to suck it up and wait until Tuesday hopefully And no, i dont want to be very ill of course ! I am sorry you went through all that, that is just awful.

Your honeymoon sounds amazing.... What a great trip And hey if it lines up with O thats even better! haha xo

 

[Sis4Us]

Meg hope u get some peace of Mind real soon I didn't even realize I was PG w either of my boys until I realized ummmm when was my last period!!

Hope all is well and maybe u need a good cry and to move On I feel like crying cuz of the meds and I hate being that way maybe we should both watch a Sad movie have a good cry and Woman Up!!

Becky my Dr likes Femara cuz Clomid causes issues W the lining he offered to do Clomid this cycle but then I would have to take another med to thicken my lining I hate meds so No thanks !!!
Still have a Headache Boo guess my body isn't use to the meds anymore!!

 

[nimbec]

Meg hope you didn't take my post the wrong way i was in no way saying you shouldn't complain!!!!!!!! I just thought it was funny looking back that i was the same and then wam bam it hit me so i really hope you don't get it. xx

Thats interesting about the lining - i must keep an eye on that! and Noooo i agree the less meds you can is def the way forward! How many days do you take the femara for ?

 

[Petzy]

Meg hope you didn't take my post the wrong way i was in no way saying you shouldn't complain!!!!!!!! I just thought it was funny looking back that i was the same and then wam bam it hit me so i really hope you don't get it. xx

Oh, no not at all! I know you werent saying that I totally know what you meant... I would look back and say the same thing. That is why I hesitate to say I WANT morning sickness LOL, only a little teensy wave here and there would be a nice touch LOL. It never ends does it!

 

[barbikins]

Oh Meg - you & me both having a sucky day. Check your email when you have a chance.

Your fears are completely warranted & its OK. And if you feel you need to cry, then cry. Maybe wait to get home but it's OK. You have all these emotions building up to the ultrasound & you're worried. That's normal.
BTW, once you see a heart beat your chances of a Miscarriage drops to 7%!!!
Your symptoms coming & going is OK. Have you had a complete loss of symptoms for a few days? Or it's just not consistent all day long?
You're still very early in your pregnancys. Also, some woman don't feel much. One of my friends said she felt the same as when she wasn't pregnant. My SD's mom didn't have symptoms of pregnancy & didn't know until she was like almost 2.5 months pregnant. NOT everyone has these 'classic' preggo symptoms. xo

 

[Petzy]

Oh Meg - you & me both having a sucky day. Check your email when you have a chance.

Your fears are completely warranted & its OK. And if you feel you need to cry, then cry. Maybe wait to get home but it's OK. You have all these emotions building up to the ultrasound & you're worried. That's normal.
BTW, once you see a heart beat your chances of a Miscarriage drops to 7%!!!
Your symptoms coming & going is OK. Have you had a complete loss of symptoms for a few days? Or it's just not consistent all day long?
You're still very early in your pregnancys. Also, some woman don't feel much. One of my friends said she felt the same as when she wasn't pregnant. My SD's mom didn't have symptoms of pregnancy & didn't know until she was like almost 2.5 months pregnant. NOT everyone has these 'classic' preggo symptoms. xo

Thanks barb - I did check and I responded

I know... I need to be a big girl.. its just so hard when the fear is strong and the symptoms are minimal. Its helpful that there are other women with similar experiences for sure and I am trying to focus on that... I started a thread on first tri that a lot of women have replied to.

I am going to do my best to hang on until Tuesday.

I am really sorry your day sucks too and I am thinking of you! xx

 

[barbikins]

Hey Girls,

So here is my trigger shot from today.
I miscalculated. I will be 11dpo on Sunday, I thought it was Monday?
Anyway I don't know LOL. So hopefully I'll have an answer Sunday if I'm preggo with my eggo!

 

[Sis4Us]

Becky I take it Cd3-7 just like Clomid!! Just wish this headache would go away I'm already getting twinges around my right ovary !!!

 

[eyemom]

Meg it's impossible not to worry. Hope you're hanging in there ok.

Barb yay 3 more days! I hope to see great news soon.

Hi Becky! I'm going ok, barely any symptoms ever since I dropped those trucks (not eggs, trucks) Sore/sensitive nipples, but otherwise nothing else going on.

A bit of a boring time for me. Early on in TWW, too soon to symptom spot. Next week feels like forever away.

 

[Petzy]

Barb I love that you are posting test pics again - so excited!

 

[Petzy]

I started a thread on First Trimester called "The Minimal Symptom First Tri Thread" and when i came back to check it had three pages of posts..... looks like I am not alone. made me feel much better xx

 

[nimbec]

Hi all

Barbs yay 1 day less to wait!! loving that you are posting tests again too

Meg i'm so pleased that you have found some people that are feeling the same as you its such a scary time especially when you have been through what you have. HUGS

eyemom lol about the trucks brilliant annology!! great that you seem to be symptom free!

Sis Ah thanks for the low down on the femera always interesting to know - so sorry you are still feeling ill - blooming drugs hey not plesent at all but all in a good cause.

Well DH and I are staying over at friends tomorrow which makes BDing quite hard or impossible really as harrison will be with us too and a very small house so we where planning to do tonight CD13 and then miss tomorrow but we had a talk and have decided to not do this evening and have a quicki tomorrow before e leave to go to our friends .....hmmmm now this relys on harrison playing in his cot for ooooooh 5 minutes lol no seriously tho its will be a quicki of all quicki's or a no go if he starts crying .....wish us luck! OPK slightly darker but nowhere near O darkness.

hope you all have a good evening, i'm off to bed xx

 

[natjenson]

Hiya ladies...

Sorry I wasn't about yesterday...

How are we all feeling today.?...good I hopes.

It's THE WEEKEND

I feel fresh as a daisy today....but I kind did a very gross thing last night lol....I totally attacked my fridge. lol

5dpo here. ...this tww is boring...like PROPPER yawnathon.lol

Becky...bathe?...your only 1.5 hrs away from me .....it's incredible there- I really hope you and dh have a great time love.

Well me petals in bloom...have a fantasimo day...back on again later ok.

Natalie xxx