LTTTC-after loss-TWW...

[Petzy]

Morning gals... CD2 over here, not much happening for awhile haha.. at least 12 days or so! I ordered my OPK's so they should come soon... hopefully the MC doesn't affect when I Ovulate (didn't seem to last month!), so I will start OPK'ing around CD9 or 10....

Got a lot of shopping done on Amazon yesterday for Xmas.. nieces and nephews done.. Now I just have 4-5 left and I am donezo.

Hi cycle buddy . Love AMAZON . Hate opk they show me I O when I DON'T. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Good luck to you. Hope for Christmas MIRACLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Right back at you!

 

[nimbec]

Hi Barbs hope you are ok?

Meg yay for cycle buddies i really hope the mc doesn't effect 0 for you too!!! Hope your feeling as ok as possible i'm so pleased u are back on the ttc train and looking forward

Daisy yay cycle buddies! Gosh thats 3 of us all within a day of each other - lets hope its an omen - although in my case i need a miracle as i'm not on the clomid and i don't 0 without it - there is a tiny weeny possibility that i will tho so i'm temping and opking lol! spot the mad woman!

Nat hope your ok, did you get any more info from the docs?

i've had an awful day so far Went to final dress fitting at wedding dress shop only to find they have altered it and the straps looked awful i'm back next thus to see if they have fixed it!! i hope so - i really felt awful in my dress i'm so upset

anyway i know there are far worse things so i've got to snap out of it!!

spk later xx

 

[barbikins]

Daisy good luck with Clomid!

Meg, I love online shopping for Xmas. I did a lot of my shopping this way.
I have a few more things to get but I can't do that online.
I can't wait to be done xmas shopping. I have to be a bit more organized next year & think things through earlier than even November!!!!

 

[barbikins]

Oh ladies, AF is on her way today. So we're all cycle buddies WHOOP!!!
I'm gearing up for my Lap Surgery in two weeks & then onto IVF...YEAH!!!
I'm excited. I hope it works on our first fresh cycle.

I am wishing away December because I just want to be 'there' already.
So far, time has started flying more. I just can't wait all the time I've had to wait already

Nat - where are you?! Lady I hope you're OK.
xo

 

[nimbec]

Yay Barbs it will be here before you know it!! Sooooo hope u get gp fist time too - I have everything crossed for you!!! What day do u go for surgery? Do you have to stay in over night?

X

 

[Petzy]

Oh ladies, AF is on her way today. So we're all cycle buddies WHOOP!!!
I'm gearing up for my Lap Surgery in two weeks & then onto IVF...YEAH!!!
I'm excited. I hope it works on our first fresh cycle.

I am wishing away December because I just want to be 'there' already.
So far, time has started flying more. I just can't wait all the time I've had to wait already

Nat - where are you?! Lady I hope you're OK.
xo

EEEEEEKKKKK Barbs you are almost back in the game! Super exciting!

 

[Petzy]

Hi Barbs hope you are ok?

Meg yay for cycle buddies i really hope the mc doesn't effect 0 for you too!!! Hope your feeling as ok as possible i'm so pleased u are back on the ttc train and looking forward

Daisy yay cycle buddies! Gosh thats 3 of us all within a day of each other - lets hope its an omen - although in my case i need a miracle as i'm not on the clomid and i don't 0 without it - there is a tiny weeny possibility that i will tho so i'm temping and opking lol! spot the mad woman!

Nat hope your ok, did you get any more info from the docs?

i've had an awful day so far Went to final dress fitting at wedding dress shop only to find they have altered it and the straps looked awful i'm back next thus to see if they have fixed it!! i hope so - i really felt awful in my dress i'm so upset

anyway i know there are far worse things so i've got to snap out of it!!

spk later xx

Becky I must have missed that you were getting married! Huge congrats to you! When is the big day? Sorry I missed that~!

I'm sorry you had a bad experience at the dress shop I have been there.. Remember, it may be ED talking in your ear - don't listen to that asshole you sexy thing! I am sure you will feel much better than the alterations are done to your liking... can you send us a pic? xx

Are you going on clomid this cycle or no? I saw you said you don't O without it.

Yep, you , me, Daisy and even Barb lol! Here's to CD2!

 

[Petzy]

Daisy good luck with Clomid!

Meg, I love online shopping for Xmas. I did a lot of my shopping this way.
I have a few more things to get but I can't do that online.
I can't wait to be done xmas shopping. I have to be a bit more organized next year & think things through earlier than even November!!!!

Me too... I used to be better at it lol, getting lazy.... I will be done this week hopefully!!

 

[barbikins]

Yay Barbs it will be here before you know it!! Sooooo hope u get gp fist time too - I have everything crossed for you!!! What day do u go for surgery? Do you have to stay in over night?

X

I hope it works out for us too. It's our only hope now.
Surgery on Friday the 13th....so in two weeks.
I shouldn't have to stay over night but I'll be all drugged up.

 

[natjenson]

Hi ladies

So sorry I Mia yesterday...I needed a break...not from the forums but everything...
So I rang around yesterday about the diagnosis and I got NO answers....my notes have already been sent on and the specialist I saw wasn't in...I have been told to see my gp and she may be able to clear a few things up and if not it's the February wait!....
That done me in so I kind of lost it and desided to stay away from the thread as I didn't want to be a downer on you all....
Today I have woke up feeling much better and I can say I am feeling better in spirits now.

Yaye for you all this cycle together
Wish I could join you all lol..
I am 12dpo today....took two different ic's this morning...bfn!....but it's ok...I'm Alll good with it..yes a little gutted but ok!
December IS My month....I am determined to get myself up the duffers lol...
Positive thinking!....I am going to bash spermys head and eggys head together and say "now get along won't you!!!" Pmsl....
And if not...I am going to hunt down the psychic and tell her she is crap! Lol...jk jk...

So anyways l.laf is due in 3/4 days...hope she either Hurrys her self up or I get that "late" bfp....here's to hoping either way

Hope you are all having a good day ladies and I hope to catch up again later.

Natalie xxx

 

[nimbec]

Hi Ladies

Thanks i'm getting married on Jan 4th 2014 eeek 4 weeks on saturday!!

As for the clomid i decided not to take it with the run up to the big day i wanted a clear head....so i'm on a wing and a prayer I hope my crapy body ovulates itself....hmmmm I apparently have a very low chance that it will.....it remains to be seen! So i'm with you guys rooting for you all and hoping for a great december for everyone!

As for xmas shopping i'm useless, now panicking lol!!!

Meg you maybe right on the whole ED dress scenario....i will go with a clear head next thursday!! I can't believe we are all so close together in cycles....even Nat you are not far behind....although i hope u get your BFP this month so no need to join us....

Nat please don't feel you can't come on here and talk we are always here for you. Now from what you have said and my nursing background it really doesn't sound like they think it's MS as they would have had to sit you down and explain the process and talk about the MRI with you. As it is they where far to blazay so i would be thinking its your back problem...you can have shifts in the spine at top and bottom which although is not pleasent its treatable. Keep your chin up hunny!!!

Barbs so pleased to hear its all go for you - must be so exciting but nerve wracking at the same time

I'm packing the house up today as we are moving next week - yup moving house, had a baby & getting married all very close together....must be bonkers!!

* hoping i can keep the ED deamons at bay over the xmas period - i feel extra pressure with the wedding just after and have had some naughty voices pop in my head about what a should and shouldn't eat grrrrrrr I am in control i think lol!!!

 

[Petzy]

Hi ladies

So sorry I Mia yesterday...I needed a break...not from the forums but everything...
So I rang around yesterday about the diagnosis and I got NO answers....my notes have already been sent on and the specialist I saw wasn't in...I have been told to see my gp and she may be able to clear a few things up and if not it's the February wait!....
That done me in so I kind of lost it and desided to stay away from the thread as I didn't want to be a downer on you all....
Today I have woke up feeling much better and I can say I am feeling better in spirits now.

Yaye for you all this cycle together
Wish I could join you all lol..
I am 12dpo today....took two different ic's this morning...bfn!....but it's ok...I'm Alll good with it..yes a little gutted but ok!
December IS My month....I am determined to get myself up the duffers lol...
Positive thinking!....I am going to bash spermys head and eggys head together and say "now get along won't you!!!" Pmsl....
And if not...I am going to hunt down the psychic and tell her she is crap! Lol...jk jk...

So anyways l.laf is due in 3/4 days...hope she either Hurrys her self up or I get that "late" bfp....here's to hoping either way

Hope you are all having a good day ladies and I hope to catch up again later.

Natalie xxx

Hi nat! Glad you are doing better today hun... I figured you just needed a time out.. I do it all the time! You are such a positive spirit...

I hope you can connect with your GP soon for follow up and get some answers.. he/she should have the paperwork soon I would think.

Sorry about the BFN Nat... But I agree, show up AF or come on late BFP! Ugh we need a sticky BFP around here.....Come on December!!!! and perhaps Jan for Barbie-poo lol.......

Well CD3 ....crickets....tumbleweeds....lol

Going to see Les Mis in Toronto on Sat with my mom - going to lunch first and then when we get home, DH and I are taking her and my step dad to dinner I think... should be nice!

Ohhh interesting news... DH and I sent away to have our genetic testing done a while ago and we got the results back last night...its going to take some time to learn how to interpret them properly but overall there was nothing to scary for me risk-wise.. I was really happy. I am low risk for Alzheimers, breast cancer, and average risk for parkinsons.... It seemed to tell me that I don't have the breast cancer gene but I could be interpreting it wrong, I may just be below average risk. I was put slightly above average for neural tube defects (hello folic acid lol...) and for gestational diabetes, but nothing that would be considered high.. there was so much info there, I am going to play with it some more for sure.

 

[Petzy]

Thanks i'm getting married on Jan 4th 2014 eeek 4 weeks on saturday!!

As for the clomid i decided not to take it with the run up to the big day i wanted a clear head....so i'm on a wing and a prayer I hope my crapy body ovulates itself....hmmmm I apparently have a very low chance that it will.....it remains to be seen! So i'm with you guys rooting for you all and hoping for a great december for everyone!


I'm packing the house up today as we are moving next week - yup moving house, had a baby & getting married all very close together....must be bonkers!!

* hoping i can keep the ED deamons at bay over the xmas period - i feel extra pressure with the wedding just after and have had some naughty voices pop in my head about what a should and shouldn't eat grrrrrrr I am in control i think lol!!!

Becky - what you said about MS to Nat makes a lot of sense to me.... they could have done a far better job explaining to her and ensuring she understood which was which.. not that scoliosis is fun either but it sure isn't MS... xx

Becky I know that ED voice in my head all too well. he lives in my brain but he has his own cottage and isn't allowed to come out - ESPECIALLY on special occasions or the holidays! Do your best to think positively, be good to yourself, and indulge at xmas I understand wanting to be good with the wedding coming up for sure, just don't be restrictive - its a fine line we walk sometimes, but I understand it really well. You can talk to me anytime!!

I cant believe you are moving too wow.. lots on the go

How is the sweet baby doing?

 

[Sis4Us]

Glad u are feeling a Lil better Nat!!!!

We both need to go on a Sperm bashin Free for All!!!

AFM CD7 here last day of Licorice root and the wait for O going for a scan 12/10 suspected O day to see what's going on Dr might want to do more test!! Yay

 

[natjenson]

Hi ladies

Becky mag I sure hope you are right ....that's why I am so shocked by this posible diagnosis....it's just plain wierd..l.surly I would have know "somthing" was wrong some time ago....

And if this turns ppout to be "just back pain" then I am going to have someone's badge!......the worry of this alone is not nice....

But onwards and upwards I say....I'm good like that.....I had my letter this afternoon for my follow up apt already...27th of January ....so I do not have to wait as long as February phew!....lol

Ok so I found a letter whilst filing the apt one today from the hospital about my last ct scan....they had found sclerosis on the ilium...that's the hip/pelvic area....so if this is what they are talking about how could they make out to a patient that's this "is bp very important" ......the specialist did have "the chat" with me yesterday but as soon as she said multiple of sclerosis I shut off and I heard her words but did not take them in....

To get around this I will be seeing my doctor on Monday and I will have this chat with her bc I know she will be honest with me up even if it is brutal.i aprieciate that.

Anyways ladies I am soooo thankfull for your lovely kind advice and support. you da bestest...

Hayyyyy Becky a wedding on 4th of jan lol..your nuts hahahaha.....and I am sure you will look beautifull in your dress no matter what...

Today I put my Xmas deckys up...I'm soooo excited now...eeeeekk,....

Back later petals...

Natalie xxx

 

[natjenson]

Sorry ladies I need to vent a bit here ...I am sat alone whilst the boys sleep and I am just so down about stuff.....

This year has been so crap....the brand new year started with my mc....
Then I fall ill with my kidneys...
They find that I have a heart murmur ...
Now they talking about sclerosis....
Oh and this time last year I was celebrating being newly pregnant.
I just want 2013 to be over already you know...it has been a hard year....
I'm 32 and I feel like a health disaster...

I have spent a whole year trying to get healthy and the complete opposite happens...pha!.....

So I have this plan....2014 has to be better right?....

So the plan goes as follows....get through the remainder of the year...
Dec/jan MRI....- get sclerosis(?) sorted out....and wait for feb.
January...book smear (that they have called me three times for now...
January see gp and get heart sorted
December see gp and push for kidney specialists...
January see gp about 12 months of ttc with no luck - get the ball rolling with fertility tests...
TOMOROW- keep smiling! ....
Hayyy I may be a car crash inside haha but a smile always makes me feel better.
I HAVE To stay positive right?.....

Haha...iv not even mentioned I have a wedding to plan next year too lol...Becky any tips love? Lol....
My hat goes off to you Hun....a baby...a move...a wedding all I one year...wowzers...they say that are the most stressful things in life and you have managed all three in less than a year lol....good on ya girl... ....
Please post us pics ...I bet your wedding will be spectacular.

Wellll sigh....I feel much better again now...sorry to rant on again...I hate to bring people down.

Natalie xxx

 

[Sis4Us]

Rant away sweety we all need to sometime and I know how u feel as soon as u think u are on the right path a tree falls in the Road!!!

We just have to take it one day at a time and give ourselves time to reflect and Heal....look at the love we have at the Moment and Know that we are Good people and Deserve to spread our Love so it will come to Us and we will CHERISH It even More!!!

Don't u forget it!!!!

I Love my house and I'm kinda sad to be Leaving it But I'm hoping a Fresh new start will do the trick....Plus I will have an extra room for my Lil Angel ope she gets the Invite!!

 

[Petzy]

@Nat you are NOT bringing anyone down hun... You have such a great attitude and I am always so impressed with how quickly you pick yourself back up again...

Your plan for 2014 sounds great - honestly, proactivity helps a lot.. we know this from being in LTTC lol....

It makes you feel better when you know you are doing something about the issues... and certainly, you need confidence that your medical issues are being addressed. You need those kidneys in great working order, you need to get some reassurance on the fertility front, and you need to see where this sclerosis/scoliosis thing is going. And we know its hard, but try to enjoy life in between. I am working so hard at that - and YOU are really good at it!

Vent here anytime you need to - you are going through a lot and need the support - we lean on you too ya know! xoxoxo

 

[Petzy]

AFM Ladies, CD4 as the ticker says lol... AF is tapering off weeeeee, so we can get to the fun stuff again! Looking forward to a busy December, the 2ww should fly by thankfully with so much going on... I have only two weeks +1 day of work left before I am off for xmas for a bit.. really excited about that.

I got my OPK's so I am ready to roll!

I am thinking about taking fishoils again... I cant remember if I was taking them or not with my BFP 2 months ago but hey they are good for you anyways right? I am trying not to think about the fact that I would be in 2nd tri next week, and instead hoping for a lovely new years BFP lol

Hope you are all doing great today xx lots of cycle buddies!!!

When is everyone's testing date and AF due date this month? let's get them laid out so we know! hehe... I am due for AF around 29th/30th. Can't say yet when testing until I get my positive OPK, but I assume around 27th or so?

 

[natjenson]

Awe meg that is exciting. ....are you going to test Xmas Eve/day?....wouldn't that be a sweeeet Xmas present....

And thankyou so much for your encouragement...I REALLY apreciate it..I honestly do...

I am feeling somewhat better today....I laid there last night on the sofa whilst the house slept and I got myself in a emotional muddle....it was kind of depressing lol...
I think knowing a bfn is defo on the cards here made things alittle worst....
I had planned out that if I did get a bfp I would pretend to pete that af had arrived and then supprise him with a digi in a frame on Xmas day....but hay ho ho ho (haha get it lol) ...c'est la vie...what will be will be -Kay serah serah...lol...

January will hopefully be the start of a great year for us all.

Meg I am so happy I found you and you lovely ladies. ...thankyou all for being so amaizballs.

Natalie xxx