LTTTC-after loss-TWW...

[eyemom]

Everything is looking up, staying positive for you.

 

[Sis4Us]

Congrats butterfly FX for a sticky one!!!

 

[butterflywolf]

Well I'm addicted to take a pee on tests ^^;; Anyway test this night is a lot darker than this mornings and last nights. By a lot. So hopefully that's a great sign.

 

[nimbec]

Yay Butterfly thats great news fx!!!

As for me I had my IVF planning appt - can't believe how long the actual process takes.....ASSUMING i have a period 16th October then my ET will be the first/second week in December. If my period doesn't arrive i will have to wait till January otherwize the xmas holidays get in the way!!! ARGH! So here's to praying for AF or a BFP before hand......i actually have a 14mm follicle from a natural cycle brewing today so i'm being rescanned friday and hopefully triggershot - hey ho you never know!

Hope you are all ok!!

 

[butterflywolf]

Yay Butterfly thats great news fx!!!

As for me I had my IVF planning appt - can't believe how long the actual process takes.....ASSUMING i have a period 16th October then my ET will be the first/second week in December. If my period doesn't arrive i will have to wait till January otherwize the xmas holidays get in the way!!! ARGH! So here's to praying for AF or a BFP before hand......i actually have a 14mm follicle from a natural cycle brewing today so i'm being rescanned friday and hopefully triggershot - hey ho you never know!

Hope you are all ok!!

Wow, I guess I didn't realize how long either...I'll hope for the best for you!


And I get to go have my first blood work within the hour. Waiting on daddy to come over to watch Claire for me. I hate talking to anyone other than my nurse or my doctor. Had a random nurse this morning and she was refusing to let me get blood work done -_- Thankfully Nurse Kelly called back and said no get in there if I want. And I said I do want. XD So blood work today and more than likely Thursday. This first week is my first hump that I want to get over and go from there.

 

[mowat]

Grow follicle! Hoping you get a natural BFP NImbec! If you don't you'll find the IVF process just speeds right along once you start---or that's what I found anyway. Exciting times!

Make sure you update us Butterflywolf! Tests are looking good.

 

[barbikins]

Good luck Nimbec!!! Fingers crossed for this year!!! FX

Butterfly - so glad to hear those tests are going well. When do you go for bloods?

 

[barbikins]

*nods* One day at a time. Currently at this moment I am pregnant. Never know what tomorrow may bring so best to try to stay positive. And yea it is hard. The first chem I just...didn't believe it was real and couldn't connect. The last one I thought for sure would stick so that one hurt bad for me. This one I do honestly believe he/she will stick. Either our little Leon or our little Ashley. Everything is just looking too good for this one not to stick. The little I did chart this cycle it matches almost perfectly with Claire's and I have never had another chart that was like it. I'm already move involved with this one than DH is and he's trying not to let me get too excited because he doesn't want to see me hurt. Which sadly only makes me feel bad then.

How quick did you notice your other Chemicals?
Were your tests progressing like they are now or not?
How's it different?

I've got fingers crossed big time for you. Hope this is your take home baby!

 

[butterflywolf]

11 dpo HCG is 28. I feel that's good since that is higher than my failed HCG levels with the chem's. Nurse says a bit low but we'll se what they do on Thursday.
And some things are different other things are not. I'm not getting ahead of myself. With the first chem I lost that one three/four days after finding out. Went for beta Monday (had found out Friday night) and later Monday started to spot, Tuesday gone. Those tests never got dark.
Last chem the tests started to get dark but never full blown dark. I got 1-2 weeks and that was it on the clear blue digi. Never moved. That one I found out on 11 DPO did not get blood work until 14 DPO (once more had found out on a Friday in the evening) 14 DPO levels where 20.2. At 16 DPO they were at 28 and another week later I finally lost the baby.

 

[barbikins]

I really hope this one sticks. I'm crossing my fingers hard for you.
So then you'll be going for bloods on Thursday again? I'll be waiting for an update! I hope they double or more!!!!

 

[mowat]

28 at 11dpo sounds fine to me? Hmmm, medical staff sometimes are clueless.

 

[nimbec]

Butterfly i think that level sounds great!! FX and toes that you double on thurday. I'm waiting with hope to hear from you!!

 

[butterflywolf]

Thursday cannot come soon enough. I'm pleased to say the tests just keep getting darker so I'm happy with that. For now. About this time tomorrow I should be heading to the clinic. You sure it can't be today XD Tomorrow comes today! *sings* Gah...I'm excited though feeling so great for this little one. Either little Leon or little Ashley (though the girls name is subject to change XD)

 

[butterflywolf]

I'm tired and want to nap since Claire is napping but I am just too paranoid waiting on results. Gah!

 

[barbikins]

OH yay - I had hoped you'd have that call already!
What time do they normally phone you?

 

[butterflywolf]

Tuesday she called in 2 hours and 10 minutes. It's now been four hours and fifteen minutes. The longer the wait the higher chances I have a bad feeling about it ...With the last chem I went in at 9 (same time as today) and she didn't call back until almost 4 with bad news. It's currently 1:15 roughly.

 

[butterflywolf]

All that worrying for nothing. XD 28 HCG Tuesday and 88.7 HCG today. Repeat test on Tuesday.

 

[mowat]

Sounds great!

 

[eyemom]

Woo hoo!

 

[nimbec]

Great news hun!!!!!

shitty news this end I had a scan today and my follie had only grown 1mm in 4 days so this cycle is a total BUST no hope they said! So now i will go on birth control and basically wait wait wait EC is booked for first week in Jan BUT guess what DH is having the wobbles........i don't know what to do.....he is worried about the stress of the financial issues on us, the emotional side of it and also he said he is worried that everything is great now, quality of life, money, house etc why rock the boat?! He wants me to think about these things....then has said its my decision.....help i feel so confused he said ultimately he just wants to make me happy so if i decide to do it he will fully support but he is also happy with just the one. I know its the money side of things and i know its a gamble......but i have this overwhelming feeling that i want another baby ......its just inside me!

Sorry for the rant ladies, i'm sat here so upset!!!!!

Hope everyone else is ok!!!