Sorry for my delayed response, I checked out of this thread for a few days whilst I had my period. Thanks for sharing, it's nice to know I'm not the only one who has secretly tested and driven themselves crazy. Sounds like we're both on the right path now though, good luck with getting your bfp. I'm feeling hopeful again@LuluRose sorry af got you. I did the exact same as you before dh agreed to this baby. I didn’t want to be on any birth control so we were using condoms and then he decided to just start using pull out method. He knew how desperately I wanted a baby and he was adamant no more but then it messed with my head because I was constantly frustrated that he was absolutely certain he wouldn’t be changing his mind but then he was willing to take the small risk I could get pregnant. I also secretly tested every month hoping for a miracle but he’s so controlled at it. Every month I would be devastated and cry. This went on for a year. Eventually I got in such a dark place and we finally had a long talk about it all and he finally understood how desperately I wanted one last baby and how much it meant to me that we started trying properly. I fell first time, I was so shocked because it’s always taken me at least a year. Unfortunately when I went for my 12 week scan baby had passed away at 8 weeks. It’s great that you now have him to share the emotional side of it all with. Hope it happens for you quickly. Best of luck for this new cycle
@RedRose19 symptoms sound promising. Good luck for your next test
@ChibiLena good luck. Hope you’ve caught that egg
I am so hopeful for you. I had a dark OPK at 8 dpo, and then at 9 dpo my faint BFP. Best of luck to youQuick update from me. It is Mother's day today and it is a little bitter sweet for me. Can't help but think of Tallulah.
I haven't bought more tests as yet, I don't know that I want that disappointment if it is negative today. I did do an OPK just to satisfy me and it is really dark which is a little odd given I am suppose to start AF in 3 days.
Happy Mothers Day to everyone that celebrates it today
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Quick update from me. It is Mother's day today and it is a little bitter sweet for me. Can't help but think of Tallulah.
I haven't bought more tests as yet, I don't know that I want that disappointment if it is negative today. I did do an OPK just to satisfy me and it is really dark which is a little odd given I am suppose to start AF in 3 days.
Happy Mothers Day to everyone that celebrates it today
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Been a super busy week for my family. Can't wait to finish this move tomorrow. At least it's kept me distracted!
8dpo today I think. Nothing too unusual to report, except that my nipples are a little sore, usually it's tender breasts at this point. I did take one test 2 days ago, but it was way early and not first morning urine, so of course it was negative. Also still gassy. My temps keep going up and down even though I'm waking up around the same time wirh similar sleeping conditions so not sure what's up with that.
Not feeling like this was my month either, especially with the misleading OPK and only getting one baby dance in around when I probably actually ovulated. All it takes is one though, so I'm trying to stay hopeful!
@WantingababyF I hope that’s the real thing and not an indent!
Good luck to everyone waiting to test
We actually managed to try this month so will be joining you!
Officially 1dpo, can you put me down for testing on 21st please
Sorry for my delayed response, I checked out of this thread for a few days whilst I had my period. Thanks for sharing, it's nice to know I'm not the only one who has secretly tested and driven themselves crazy. Sounds like we're both on the right path now though, good luck with getting your bfp. I'm feeling hopeful again![]()