and please feel free to chat about it or let us know if there's anything we can do to help ease your mind. Praying for you!!! 
I had a very scary appointment yesterday ladies.
I had a little spotting so I went into the emergency room. They did an ultrasound and found that the baby looks a bit small (but my cycles are 34 days so that makes sense) but they also found a hematoma which doesn't look too good. I've been told I have a high risk of spontaneous miscarriage
I have to go back in next week. Please pray that baby is okay.
Also, I had the same experience with my second being told I needed to stay on the bed for continuous monitoring as it was an induction even though I went into labour after the cervadil (my waters broke on their own after the second dose) and didn't need pitocin so there shouldn't have been any need unless the intermittent monitoring had shown a problem. Also she was adamant I needed to be on my back to push with my legs in stirrups when i'd have much preferred to be upright. I'm absolutely going to be more vocal this time as I don't feel everything that was done in my last labour was necessarily for the good of me or my baby, more like to make the midwife's job easier. I know having a healthy baby at the end is what really matters but I feel like I want to do what I can to feel more empowered in my labour this time. apaki, keeping fc for your little bean staying sticky and healthy!
I had a very scary appointment yesterday ladies.
I had a little spotting so I went into the emergency room. They did an ultrasound and found that the baby looks a bit small (but my cycles are 34 days so that makes sense) but they also found a hematoma which doesn't look too good. I've been told I have a high risk of spontaneous miscarriage
I have to go back in next week. Please pray that baby is okay.
thinking of you today!! 
what did your midwife do to scare you so badly? D:
I would love to birth in the tub at the hospital, but I can only labor in it (that's what my OB tells me anyway) once it is time to start pushing I can imagine 10 nurses rushing into my room trying to pull me out. I had a very scary appointment yesterday ladies.
I had a little spotting so I went into the emergency room. They did an ultrasound and found that the baby looks a bit small (but my cycles are 34 days so that makes sense) but they also found a hematoma which doesn't look too good. I've been told I have a high risk of spontaneous miscarriage
I have to go back in next week. Please pray that baby is okay.
How big did baby measure? Did you see a heartbeat ?? My friend had a hematoma with her daughter, which I've heard forms during implantation. All was fine, so hoping everything will be ok for you!! Why is it that you have a high risk for spontaneous miscarriage?
