March rainbows 2018

[Sweetkat]

I am feeling majorly paranoid. I am almost exactly a week behind where I was on my last loss (9 weeks tomorrow and last loss baby measured 10 weeks, discovered at 10&2). Really worried this is going to be another loss at the same time

 

[karoolia]

I am feeling majorly paranoid. I am almost exactly a week behind where I was on my last loss (9 weeks tomorrow and last loss baby measured 10 weeks, discovered at 10&2). Really worried this is going to be another loss at the same time

It's nerve wracking when that milestone approaches isn't it? I lost my baby at 8 weeks (discovered at 10 weeks). I'm 7+3 right now. I think that is why I panicked when I saw the spotting on Saturday.

All you can do is try to stay positive and keep on going.

 

[Sweetkat]

It is very hard. Yesterday was also the date of my first loss (went in at 8&5 and baby measured 8 weeks and no heartbeat). Well I am past that now but another week to go until I get past 10 weeks.

I think I am going to give blood for panorama tomorrow and they will also scan me. Although it says from 9 weeks so I hope it's not too early.

 

[Sweetkat]

If it makes sense then the pregnancy doesn't feel real. Sort of like I am going through the motions and going to scans, but can't actually imagine a baby at the end of it. All I keep thinking is I will need surgery now because I am far along and then I will need a month off, then I can go for my IVF consultation and then I can start a 6 month IVF process. With my first pregnancy of course I knew I was pregnant and I would have a baby. Now I just don't know anything any more

 

[maryanne1987]

Milestones are so hard. I go to pieces at everyone one. Especially 19 weeks. Stay strong sweetkat. Things will get easier

 

[Sweetkat]

I am booked in for panorama testing tomorrow - won't get the results for 7-14 days though. I will also have a scan as part of the test.... at least if I miscarry again I will know it was because of chromosomal anomalies.

Not feeling positive . My parents are even saying I have to stay positive.

Next step after this will be IVF with genetic testing - no way am I trying naturally if this fails

 

[xkirstyx]

I'm getting so nervous for tomorrow. I've been in tears twice tonight thinking of the worst

 

[maryanne1987]

I hope your ok Kirsty. Will be thinking of you tomorrow xx

 

[xkirstyx]

Thank you x

 

[karoolia]

Thinking of your kirsty! I was in tears before my scan too. It's hard to hope for the best when we have all had losses, but lots of ladies have spotting or bleeding and go on to have healthy babies. I'll be keeping all my fingers crossed for you.

 

[Sweetkat]

Kirsty, my guess is that it's either an irritated cervix or a small hematoma. Please update us after the scan.

I will be thinking of you and keeping my fingers and toes crossed for a good outcome.

I have not cried before scans but i am always asking if there is a heartbeat and if it's normal
as soon as they start....

 

[xkirstyx]

Yeah I'm thinking a sch I had a big one with my first with a lot of bleeding. Or just a been from when my period would of been due that also happened with all my pregnancies. I'm just trying to stay positive but I always go in expecting the worst in the hope that if it is I'm ready for bad news if that makes sense

 

[maryanne1987]

I do the same Kirsty. To some it doesn't make sense but it does to me. I'm sure we will be hearing good news from you tomorrow though.

I don't feel pregnant today. I don't know why but I can't shake this feeling and I've never been wrong before.

 

[xkirstyx]

Fingers crossed you have full blown sickness tomorrow and everything is ok xxx

 

[Sweetkat]

Maryanne, I hardly felt pregnant yesterday and now it's 5am and I am awake because feel sick.

I always go in expecting the worse, because MMC1 and MMC3 are so fresh in my mind when I went in and told no heartbeat. With MMC2 it was slow heartbeat for 2 weeks. It's so hard to forget that

On a positive note, every time I see a dr this pregnancy they say every pregnancy is different, this is a new pregnancy. So fingers crossed for all of us for good news and healthy babies

 

[maryanne1987]

Good luck for today Kirsty.

 

[Sweetkat]

Kirsty good luck! Let us know how it went.

 

[xkirstyx]

Thank you I'll update as soon as I'm back home. I go at 10.30 x

 

[Sweetkat]

Kirsty hope scan went well.

I gave blood for panorama and they did a scan. So the woman yesterday was totally out - baby is 75th percentile and the yolk sac is there! Heartbeat 167.

I asked if same thing could happen as last time where everything looks fine at 9 weeks and no heartbeat at 10 weeks. She said it could but I should stay positive and she thinks I will be fine.

Now 7-14 days wait for panorama results. I also asked to know the sex of the baby

Maryanne, Karoolia, how are you today?

 

[xkirstyx]

Baby is good. Just having lunch then I'll fill you in x