MAY we all be blessed with baby! May 2013 and beyond (BFFs Seeking BFPs)

[kksy9b]

So so sorry lesh to hear this. I hope you have your rainbow baby in your arms soon

 

[omgbaby]

Kalush - I hope she stays away!! FX

athena87 - hopefully the temp dip didn't mean anything. I hope this is your month!!

Hopeful2014 - we were the same way. hardly any snow yesterday but still a lot of snow from friday. we just had some freezing rain yesterday.

lesh07 - aw no! so so sorry to hear that!! good luck hun

al335003 - fx the witch stays away! hopefully the doctor calls soon.


afm - had another sleepless night. this sucks. still have really tender boobs, but thankfully I'm not too itchy anymore! Lol I've noticed the past few weeks when I wake up it feels really wet down there, but if I wipe or look with mirror there's really nothing visible there or if there is it isn't enough to make me feel like I peed my pants. LOL! af due today so fx she stays away!

 

[al335003]

Omgbaby: when will you test?

 

[newbie2013]

Oh lesh! That's so sad! I wish I could give you a big hug sweetie. I'm glad you're taking a positive attitude about it, though. Good luck for this coming cycle.

AFM, I'm symptom spotting like crazy. I keep trying to get myself to settle down, but no such luck - lol! My bbs continue to... um... expand like balloons! Extreme fatigue (almost fell asleep driving home while stuck in traffic), extra cm, weird stomach activity and my temps went up from 36.62 to 36.68 to 36.82 over the last three days (I keep thinking about brandy saying that her charts often go triphasic... must go back and analyse mine!)... Not testing for another couple of days yet. DH is convinced. I'm skeptical!

 

[melann13]

@Lesh, so sorry to hear that. I really hope you and DH are able to lean on each other and come out strong. I know that's what happened for my DH and I.

@Nikkilucky, I tried the baby aspirin thing for one cycle (starting after confirmed O), but I would wake up every morning with severe nosebleeds. I have a long history of them, but this was different. In the morning I'd get in the shower and just start pouring blood to the point of faintness, so I obviously stopped after just a few days. Realized I was definitely not in need of a blood thinner

 

[athena87]

Lesh I am so sorry ::

Thanks everyone hopefully it's an implant dip. I sure hope so anyway. Dh and I were talking and he's as tired of this whole ttc process as I am. It's starting to take its toll on him to the point where he's not sure he wants to try for a 2nd and then says maybe we should start trying right after you have the 1st so hopefully it will be over with quicker lol.

 

[nikkilucky77]

Lesh: I am so sorry hun . I am glad to see how optimistic you are though!

Omgbaby: I want you to test lol!

Prowife: Not sure if I saw anything but your temps are amazing!

Athena: It definitely looks like you ovulated from your chart. I hear you though...I am just sick to death of ttc. I wish it was easier!!!

Hopeful: Oh no..constipation . That is always uncomfortable! I am glad to hear you are doing good otherwise!

ATM I am symptom free...temp was a nice 98.3 but that is normal for me. I generally range 98 to 98.4 after O. I wish I would wake up to a 99 lol. I am about 7-8 dpo I think. I keep telling myself that af is probably coming so don't get excited about anything such as sore bbs, acne, and headaches. LOL

 

[nikkilucky77]

I should clarify...no different symptoms

 

[KatyW]

Lesh,
I'm sorry, sweetie. Thinking of you and hopeful for you conceiving your rainbow baby soon. My daughter was a rainbow baby and she is amazing and beautiful. I hope you receive a precious gift soon.

 

[Kalush]

Lesh - So sorry for you loss hun. Hope it doesn't take long for you rainbow baby.

Athena - I know it's hard to stay positive. It sounds like you have some great symtpoms. Hopefully tomorrow morning your temp will reassure you, try not to get discourage until closer to when af is due.

Al - Hang in there, hope it's not af. When are you expecting af?

omgbaby - Sorry about the sleepless nights. I am right there with you on those. Symptoms sound good, hope you get your bfp soon.

afm - Af showed up bright and early this morning. I was excited to get past yesterday, but an extra 12 hours really doesn't really make me too happy. It's hard to feel too sad right now because I really do have a lot of things to be thankful for but I'm just tired of not even having a chance. We decided to start trying in January, never really expected to still be trying in a year. Next time I won't be concerned at all about birth control since breastfeeding is apparently really good birth control for me.

 

[omgbaby]

al335003 - trying to wait until friday or saturday!

newbie2013 - I was doing so good not symptom spotting til recently! Lol hopefully all of that results in a positive test for you! I also felt like I had weird stomach activity the other day.

nikkilucky77 - I hope she stays far away from you! I want to test so bad but all the times I've tested early or when I thought af was a day late she'd come so I figured this time I'll wait a week then she'll be REALLY late.

Kalush - aw no!! sorry about af. don't you just hate her!

I'm so freaking sleepy. I went home at lunch & almost fell asleep on the couch so I'm definitely taking a nap once I get home. The past few days I've not been hungry at all. Or I'll be a little hungry but don't have a taste for anything. Right now, I'M STARVING!! LOL!! I want a cheeseball, one of those meat & cheese trays, everything sounds amazing. A big bowl of cereal, macaroni & cheese. Lol :drool:

 

[ProfWife]

@ Lesh - I am so sorry for your loss. Praying for you.

@Kalush - I'd always heard that, but I know everyone is very different when it comes to whether or not it is preventative. After trying so long to get pregnant with #1, I don't think I'll ever "stop" trying unless I'm pregnant. We wanted multiple kids, and it looks like we'll always have difficulty since our issues are unexplained.

AFM, either another evap or a negative (blue dye test) today. One last FRER, saving for tomorrow if my temp rebounds. If it doesn't, I'm not even going to bother testing and I'll stop the progesterone.

BTW - this is a better picture of the test from yesterday (13dpo on FRER using FMU)

 

[al335003]

Well I did get some good news today- my progesterone came back at 18 so that's good. Doc keeping me on 50 mg of Clomid for next cycle

AF is due Thursday or Friday (cd27/28)... I have a feeling she'll be early

 

[nikkilucky77]

Al: I hope she doesnt!

Prowife: I'm excited to see your test tomorrow

Omgbaby: Good luck with your test! I think I might test on Thursday....I have a party on Friday and I want to know if I should drink lol.

 

[Hopeful2014]

@athena87 I hope it's an implant dip. I completely understand your worry. I looked back at my cycle after the c/p loss and I had a massive temp drop on 4 dpo, but then it was back up higher for the remaining lp. That was the only month I had a big dip in the lp besides my BFP cycle. I'd say you did ovulate because you have a clear shift. I hope it's back up tomorrow!

@lesh07 I'm so sorry. I hope you get your rainbow very soon.

@al335003 I'm glad your progesterone was good and that you have a plan if this month doesn't work out. I'm still hopeful for you though!!

@omgbaby I hope the witch stays away!! I also hope you get some sleep. I know it's awful when you can't.

@newbie2013 I'm extremely hopeful for you!! I really hope this is it! Be careful in the car!

@nikkilucky77 Thanks. I hope af is not on her way and it's hard not to get excited/hopeful about symptoms. I know we tell ourselves every month to not symptom spot again, but it's natural and it's easier to do it than not. Fingers solidly crossed over here!

@Kalush I know it has to be so frustrating because you are doing all that you can, but your body is not cooperating yet. I know it will happen and that you will get your BFP. I also know it hurts having to wait though. I hope it happens very soon.

@ProfWife I've heard about some women who take a year/years to have number one and then only months to have number two. I hope it works out that way for all of us in subsequent pregnancies. I can see the line in this photo. I hope your temp is up and you get a nice, dark line tomorrow.

 

[lesh07]

Thankyou so much ladies for all your kind words. Hubby and I have had some very up and down days but are really trying to be optimistic by looking to the future and imagining our rainbow baby, It's the only way to stop the tears from streaming. Our angel will never be forgotten, I would have love to have known if it was a boy or girl. 2 nd day of very heavy bleeding, day 5 in total. Hope it calms down in a few days. Imaging now our 1st month being able to continue ttc our rainbow would be january. xx Good luck to you all ladies. xx

 

[kksy9b]

Profwife- I have a friend who had unexplained fertility and they tried for over two years to get pregnant with their first (both in their mid-late 20s and healthy). They were finally successful and had a baby girl... and then within the next 2 1/2 years unexpectedly became pregnant with #2 and #3 without intervention. I hope you get your LO soon and as many as you want afterwards without trouble.

 

[omgbaby]

nikkilucky77 - I hope she doesn't come for you! We need some Christmas babies!


afm - got a little more sleep last night but still woke up burning up, I've been doing that lately. But it's so freaking cold in our house. Our office controls our heating but I swear they don't have it turned on. It's FREEZING! in our apartment. I feel like a snowman in there! Really had a feeling af was coming this morning. I'll probably have the feeling off & on throughout the day, atleast I did yesterday. I really hope she doesn't pop up

 

[nikkilucky77]

That we do!

I hope prowife you have our first !

 

[athena87]

My temp went back up Yay! This is the first cycle on Clomid I've had a temp dip, but like hopeful said it could've been the chemical.