MAY we all be blessed with baby! May 2013 and beyond (BFFs Seeking BFPs)

[omgbaby]

athena - yay! fingers double crossed for you. i'm sure the higher temp made you feel a little better.

I really wish I was temping this cycle. I'd feel a little better. I went back to last cycle. I was supposed to start on Nov 10, thought I was clear but started spotting that day with actual flow on the 11.
I'm getting a little excited but wish I wasn't. Was supposed to start yesterday & nothing. So my thinking is I'm heading in the right direction hopefully with no spotting yesterday. I hope this is it, but I don't want to get my hopes up too high. Only people that know af was due yesterday is myself & you ladies! Lol

 

[athena87]

Omgbaby have you tested?

 

[OurLilFlu]

Ooh those are both good signs ladies, temp is back up for athena, but omgbaby, being a full day late that gets the excitement tingling! or hold off til tomorrow either way you'll be totally late and something should come up!! Eee!

 

[ProfWife]

Thanks for the encouragement ladies. I'm really down today...I needed some positivity. I just wish I understood. Here I am doing all I can, and several of my unmarried, not wanting children, friends are suddenly pregnant. I will never understand...but it hurts so badly.

 

[omgbaby]

athena & ourlilflu - not tested yet. I'm trying to hold out til friday or saturday but if she doesn't come today (fx) I'll have to atleast go get walmart cheapie. I don't want to get too worked up though

ProfWife - I totally understand! Don't you just hate that!! That really gets me worked up and hurts my feelings more than anything. Your temps are looking good!!

I believe it was you that posted about Silas. Do you have any updates?

 

[OurLilFlu]

And prof, what's your longest LP? 15 dpo is a stretch! And still no temp dip!! FX

 

[ProfWife]

I'm normally 14-15. I'm was taking progesterone through last night (until I was sure the tests were negative - I kept getting evaps). That lengthened the lp I'm sure.

 

[omgbaby]

When are you going to test again Prof?

I THINK af is coming. I just started feeling horrible like she was just gonna show up now. I really hope its something else & not her.

 

[ProfWife]

I likely won't. At 15 dpo...it would be positive if I were pregnant...at least a faint positive.

 

[omgbaby]

Aw man. That absolutely sucks! But like Hopeful always says you aren't out until af comes! I hope she stays away from you! We need like Off mosquito spray but for af!! LOL

Hopeful - I can't remember but did you say you watch Once Upon a Time? I'm addicted to that show, did you watch Sunday's episode? AHHH!!!!

 

[nikkilucky77]

Omgbaby: That is sounding good! I hope af stays away....I like that she is late!!

Prowife: I agree with omgbaby...you aren't out until she comes!! Good luck! I completely understand about all your friends and stuff having babies and such...very frustrating!!

I am trying not to test but ovuline says tomorrow I should...hmmm...what to do? lol

 

[al335003]

I've had a little runny brown discharge today- no clots, no sore boobs, no cramps. I've been really really tired today too and I slept 9 hours last night! If I can find a test I'll test tomorrow morning (12dpo)- I think I have one laying around somewhere- but I've pretty much counted myself out this month, haven't had the heart to tell DH yet

 

[nikkilucky77]

al: That sounds like implantation bleeding! I think you shouldn't count yourself out!!

 

[ProfWife]

I took another test (different brand) tonight once I was home from work...

BFN

Not taking the progesterone tonight since two tests were clearly negative. I don't want to continue to delay my period. I am positive my temperatures will drop into the 97s tomorrow and AF should start tomorrow or Thursday.

I'm also stopping the FertilAid. I've been on it nearly a year. I don't think it is doing anything but sucking my money dry. I'm on a normal prenatal now + CoQ10 and Vitamin D.

Next appointment with doc is on Dec. 20.

 

[al335003]

(((Hugs))) Profwife

 

[al335003]

Thanks Nikki

 

[Hopeful2014]

@lesh07 I hope you both find the comfort you need and that your rainbow is not far away.

@omgbaby I hate being cold. We run our heat lower than I would like most times. I use a fleece blanket in bed though and wake up very warm. But it's cold when I get out of bed sometimes. I REALLY hope this is it! I'm so glad she's staying away!! I do watch Once Upon a Time. I am so excited to see next Sunday's episode. I don't know if he will succeed/complete it or if they will stop him!! We've liked the storyline so far this season. We are recording Once Upon a Time in Wonderland too. We've seen a few episodes so far, but I'm not sure we like it as much.

@athena87 I'm glad it's back up! I would rather it be an implant dip. Good luck!

@ProfWife I'm sorry. I wish I could do more to make you feel better, but I know it's hard sometimes. It's unfair and so frustrating when you are doing all you can. I know you deserve a baby and you will be a great mother. It WILL happen!

@nikkilucky77 I hope it's positive whenever you decide to test!

@al335003 I would always try to protect my husband from negative news too. You're not out yet, but I know the discharge is annoying. I really hope af doesn't come.

 

[omgbaby]

al335003 - fx it was ib!!

ProfWife - aw no. that is awful. hugs to you girl

Hopeful2014 - I officially hate Peter Pan. Lol I really LOVE that show. Lol I hope he fails. If he ruins Storybrooke I will probably cry. Lol everytime I finish an episode I run to OH like "Babe OMG! Peter Pan did this & Henry did that" all he says is "Damn forreal"
I have a bunch of Wonderland episodes on my dvr, I don't really like it as much but will watch eventually.

afm - I woke up this morning, ran to bathroom. NOTHING! Got so excited, peed, wiped. BAM! Spotting. AF IS A BITCH!!!!!!!

But I realized this morning, I'm getting ready to be 22 years old in a month, I shouldn't be only focused on ttc. I don't drink because I'm always thinking well what if. So for this next cycle, I'm going to act my age. I'm going to have sex with my boyfriend because I'm young & have no worries & well....because I can!! I'm going to drink because I'm of age, I have my own apartment to do it in without having to go out to a bar or where ever.
I also will exercise more, when I was younger I was REALLY skinny. Like I look back on pictures & think wtf I was little. So little you could see my wrist bone, hip bones, collar bone. Everything! I was a skinny bony little girl. Lol over the past 1-2 years I've gained weight. I'm not overweight but still weight is weight. I used to weigh let's say 110, I now weigh like 180. So it's a big change for me. A lot of my clothes don't fit & sometimes I get really depressed over it. (Granted I now love my ass ) but I would like to lose some weight.

I was thinking, I need to love myself, I need to want myself. Because if I don't how will anyone else. I'm not saying anything bad about anyone who has gained weight or is having trouble losing weight. I actually like having "meat" on me because people can't call me anorexic anymore (which btw I wasn't) but it really gets to me sometimes that I can't fit into clothes anymore. Now I don't want to go back to being 110 by any means but at least lose a little weight.

So basically this cycle, I'm chillin!
I'm going to drink (my moms work xmas party is this weekend) I'm going to exercise. I'm going to have sex with my boyfriend & not just because Ovuline tells me to. I'm going to be 22 this cycle. & honestly...

I CAN'T FREAKIN WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[ProfWife]

Odd...temp rose a little this am. Test was still negative. I've heard most people need about 48 hours to get the progesterone back out of their systems. I'm going to see what tomorrow brings as that would be the marker. If it hasn't and there is still a negative test, I'm calling my doc.

 

[OurLilFlu]

Great resolution omgbaby but holy AF is a cow!! I was so excited reading that the ... Bam spotting! Noooo!!

I feel the same re: weight I wasn't as small as you but 130 or so and a wee bit heavier than your current when I got pregnant... Now it's just creeping on, it's not upsetting but I just hope it gives me the motivation to get back down once baby is here! We're moving back to my hometown where I think it'll be easier to stay active, new fitness centre, lots of trails/paths and friends that are close! But ya it's up to you to feel good in your skin in the first place I agree!