well hubby decided that we could ttc but not to use any "tools", and just if it happens than it was meant to be. WEll you ladies know how HARD that is ....sooo i got opks, put legs up etc. well today he saw on the computer all the fertility sites on was on and got so mad. We started arguing and then he left! ;'(...i dont know what to think or do...i think i really hurt him.... im upset that this has happened but also i am realy sure im oing right now or will be shortly and we only bd yesterday and thats it...so def probly wont be my month..... what do i do...i called him he wont aneswer...its 11pm here...and he texted me and i said sorry and explained everything...but what do i do? i dont think he will want to ttc after i kinda lied to him...... Why does ttc have to be soooo hard.....?