Hello Loves!
Chalie - Dear yes please take your time and meet your mother.I know you mother in law meant the best but sometimes whatever be the intention it doesn't come same.I am sure if you see your mum, you will feel better.Now we all understand what we actually mean to our mothers!With 9 weeks of attachment I am going mad, i am missing my angel so much.So think what we mean to our mothers and how painful it is for them when we are in pain!
Lou - Keep us updated what your doctor says.I know how you feel like, but I would suggest to take some time off.You were very serious till now, never taking a single sick leave.So now they would understand your situation.And your health comes first, do whatever you feel like!
Karen - How are you doing dear? Please post us the photo of the grave and the tree.We are too eager to see your sweet angel.
I went to office today and felt good,Some people knows about my miscarriage and some does not.Those who does not knows that I got some serious ligament and sprain issues.I felt it a quite odd to face those who knows about it.Actually I have no idea about who knows and who doesn't!I told my manager and seems he told it to everyone!!Even my client manager in america sent me a mail stating "I heard you are expecting.I am so happy for you and your family.Hope things are well.".
Means they told him about my pregnancy but not about the loss.Now it was so odd to see congratulation mails when I have nothing to get congratulated
.I replied him saying "Yes, you heard it right, I was expecting but unfortunately it ended in a miscarriage.This being our 2nd loss, we are quite devastated".He was so kind and responded "I am so sorry for you.I know no word can ease your pain, and I am not going to pretend saying I understand it.Just be positive and hope everything goes well next time". - So kind of him.At first I was thinking who told him, but later I felt good!I talked to a lady as well, she has no kid yet, but she understood me so well I am too happy
I went to the doctor as well, as my gym is not allowing me to use the machines because of my miscarriage.She gave me fit certificate and told not to worry about immune system tests and Natural killer cells.Those are not having any solid base, and she will take care of it all in a systematic way.Just when we were talking she called a lady from outside, and she was expecting.My doctor told me "look at her, she had 4 losses and then one full term.now she is expecting number 2".It was so inspiring!
How you all are doing today?