Dream- a birthday o can't happen very often, it's gotta be lucky FX'ed for you!!
Kk- thank you! You're getting so close to being due already! And then you'll be tired for other reasons...being up all night
Soooo....I'm a hot fucking mess! My best friend just sent me a picture of a + test that she took this morning! This is the same best friend that has thyroid issues. They weren't even trying, just had a slip-up here and there. I am such a horrible person for feeling so sad when I should be happy for her I just don't understand why it's like this??? Why do we with stable, happy relationships and who are financially capable have such a hard time?? And those that aren't get knocked up after one oops?? Ugh...
Its normal to feel that way hun. I feel the same way too. My cousin brother who is one year older to me is expecting his first baby with his wife of 3years. Another cousin who is way younger than me and got married two years back delivered a baby girl few days back. We are now married for four years and without a baby. All of my friends have babies.
AFM: I could not manage to get DH to BD last night or this morning. Why I waited till night ! Seems all the BD we have done so far is of no use. We just needed one more yesterday but no he was not up for it. He did not know about opk but still...So far we BDed on cd8, 10, 12, 15(might be +opk)...clear +opk on cd16 but no BD. I think I am out ...
But trying to be optimistic and thinking may be just may be I have a small ray of hope. Now only prayer can help.