Just a ramble. I got myself into debt with o2, haha. Brilliant timing right? I apparently owe £600 by 2nd Feb, nice one Yazz! I go on maternity leave tomorrow and start SMP in two weeks.. which I still don't know how much I'm going to get paid for.. We're meant to be moving in two weeks again.. but half of me wants to delay it till 28th Feb so we can start proper like a WHOLE month worth of bills rather than 2 weeks worth and get screwed over with money. But then I'll be like nearly 37 weeks preg!! I'm so stressed out and feeling very sad, hugs please. I'm scared of being a mum too, and not having enough money, and blarrggggg, I need a hug.