So I'm back from my trip and I must say that I had an AWFUL time!
Not only was the weather drizzly, rainy and cold the time whole....but my friend was in a depressed mood and her and her DH kept fighting the whole time.
We sat around and did pretty much nothing. Which was making me mad because I can sit on my butt at home thank you, lets DO SOMETHING!
Finally on Sunday we had decent weather and I wanted to hit the beach. But her DH kept complaining about what we wanted to do cuz he didn't want to do that, and my friend kept saying how it wasn't beach weather. I finally got mad and said I didn't really care what THEY wanted to do or that it wasn't beach weather because their GUEST lives in a land locked state and wants to go to the beach, so they should be doing what their GUEST wants to do.
So we go to the beach and its foggy, but still warm so I wanted to swim. Which her DH keeps making remarks about how I'm "insane" for wanting to swim and that the water will probably be freezing. (And I don't mean funny friendly making fun of, I mean full on RUDE teasing) So I snapped and said "If I can swim in the pacific in DECEMBER, then I'm sure I can handle the atlantic in JUNE!" And then I got up from my towel and stomped my way to the water. Which sure enough, it wasn't that cold.
I was so happy to come home, only to be so stressed that I had horrible stomach problems all day yesterday (Sorry for the TMI) And I was in and out of the bathroom all frickin afternoon and evening. RUINING any chance of DH and I to have baby making sex because I hurt so bad.
And I frickin wake up this morning to an elevated temp. I frickin ovulated yesterday and missed my only chance.
I am SO mad that I spent so much money to visit a friend who didn't want to hang out or do anything and then to top it all off I miss my only chance at conceiving, making cycle #10 a big frickin waste of time!
Ugh sorry for the rant but I'm just so pissed.