New Year 2012 babies

[RachaelMac]

Arggh why is everyone pregnant this month and im not. everyone i speak to seems to be telling me there pregnant or someone i no is pregnant! i am soooo pissed off my friend who is also pregnant has just told me another friend is pregnant now too. what is so wrong with me that i can have my own baby i just feel like i cant be bothered with anything anymore! ive pretty much spent the day led in bed not talking to anyone just watching tele crying and being down right misserable i think my other friend comment tipped me over the egde because shes just had her baby about a week ago i asked her how she was getting on and everything and she replied "its going really well its like hes always been here hes amazing". i really wanted to reply " oh just f off but as always i just smiled and said "thats fab" lol.
i just think what is the point anymore its coming up to 2 years now so why should i expect it to happen this month when it hasnt the rest of the others. i sick of people saying itl happen soon youl get a bfp one day! well i want it now and im so sick of waiting for it when everyone else seems to just be popping them out! it used to give me so much hope to hear of all these lttcers getting there bfp's but now they just make me sad! dont get me wrong im so so sooooooo bloody happy for everyone thats finally got there bfp i just wish it was me! sorry for the rant, ive decided im never going on facebook ever again!!!

 

[Kimbre]

Rivetkitten- im right there with you hun! i hate feeling all those symptoms bc i get my hopes up but then realize they are prob just AF coming. its so hard. just keep it up... itll be a new cycle b4 you know it... im the same way. i get SO sad when i break out right b4 AF bc that means thats it and AF WILL be here... then i say im DONE!!! then i get excited and start again lol

RachaelMac- trust me i know how you feel. my hubby and i have been trying for over a year and nothing! he got his ex preg and i got preg by my ex on accident at the SAME time, after only 2 months of dating, while we were seperated!!! but we cant seem to make our own baby, together?! doesnt that SUCK.?? lol i know how ya feel. life hurts sometimes.

my close friend who has been TTC as well, went to the doc due to no AF and i told her she was preg. and she didnt believe me. and she called today and told me shes 2 months preg. i am so over the moon for her.. but that green little monster is right there as well.. GRRR when will we get OUR BFP. i want it now, too!!! plus my cousin wants me to throw her a baby shower...im just not into it right now..

 

[Rivetkitten]

kimbre.... A friend of mine had the same thing happen a couple of months back. She didn't know we were ttc and had a long discussion about having an abortion. It was her choice but it was really painful to have that discussion with her knowing I'd step into her place in a heartbeat. I would. She decided to keep the baby in the end and is very happy even if she is now single again, but I just felt...why not me? It wouldn't have been such a terrible dilemma for me and it will be hard for her being a single mum of 2 kids under the age of 4, poor thing.

 

[Kimbre]

oh man, that MUST have been sooo hard for you, to have to have a discussion like that!
i think its every woman's choice or whatever, but i dont agree with it and i certainly would NEVER do that.

 

[jfor3]

jfor3- batteries are good (I've been checking my temp throughout the day and getting different temps). It's just so bizarre because this started last cycle and I have never had temps like these before. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that OV is just delayed this cycle (even though that thought makes me sad as well), and not an anovulatory cycle. I keep checking for CM and nothing... never thought I would be so eager to see gooey stuff in my panties

...How are things going with you this cycle? (do you have a link to your chart?)

-scamp: Hi! :wave:

I don't know how to attach a chart to a post - I shall have an investigate and work it out.

Delayed ov is torture because you just start to think you have some sort of pattern and then ov is not when you're expecting it - just to keep you on your toes!! Also because it's delayed every thing takes so much longer!

Anyway I'm still waiting for ov and still getting negative opks - it's not too late or anything I'm just impatient.

How's everyone else?

 

[ao30]

I know that oftentimes women give up with temping and charting so that they can relax and not stress about it. But I don't know if I will be able to do that because try as I might, I can't get my CD out of my head. It's as if it's ingrained in my brain and I can no longer be oblivious to my body the way I once was.

In other news... for some strange reason, the pregnancy announcements of close friends don't bother me, but random acquaintances/people I don't know that well (except for those on here!), make me teary-eyed. Last night I was on the website of a girl that used to be in my Sunday School class as a child. She and her husband have a home business, and they had recently updated their status, informing clients that they would not be taking new orders for the summer due to the arrival of their second child, who is due to arrive exactly 13 months after the birth of their first child. They wrote something along the lines of "...Thank you for being understanding and supporting us as we choose this time to focus on our growing family." It made me feel as though because husband and I are childless, we're assumed to be part of the crowd who prefer to put career over family.

I don't even know this person (I just know her name and her face), but the news just hit me in all of the wrong places. Perhaps it's because she is not close to me and therefore I have no reason to feel happy for her... it just hurt to realize how far behind we are in this baby-making business.

(Sorry for complaining, girls. Just needed to get that off my chest)

 

[lissa110]

May I join you ladies?? I have very unusual cycles I will probably looking at ovulating for the next 5 mo and then nothing till next year. (I know completely wierd right!.

Ok so Im CD18, I believe I will be ovulating the with in the next day or so. I would sooooo love to get pregnant now and have the baby in Jan that is when my birthday is to!!!


to all.

 

[ao30]

Good luck Lissa! Hope OV comes quickly so you get that January baby

 

[schoolteacher]

Hi everyone! well got temp shift yesterday finally , so 2dpo today. I don't think I have the energy to say how I feel today, just that I agree with all the last few days posts about how hard it is seeing pregnant women everywhere and having pregnant friends. I really hope my close friend who is pregnant doesn't want a baby shower because I really won't want to go to it!
Hope people waiting for ov get it soon, and those expecting AF get it if that's gonna be the outcome because I agree that once you know you are getting it, it's good for it just to arrive so you can start a fresh cycle!

 

[Rivetkitten]

Out... I can set a watch by AF.

 

[Traskey]

Awwwww Sorry the got you.

 

[ao30]

I'm sorry Rivet...

 

[Kimbre]

Im sorry RivetKitten

 

[lissa110]

Im sorry Rivet.

 

[RachaelMac]

awww sorry to hear that rivett!! Always next month tho dont give up hope just yet xxx

 

[schoolteacher]

Sorry your out rivetkitten!xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Traskey]

Hate the 2WW and it's not long started

 

[ao30]

Hate the 2WW and it's not long started

I am waiting for the 2WW... CD19 and no sign of OV.


We're all waiting for something, aren't we?

 

[schoolteacher]

I oved CD21 last cycle ao30 so keep with it!
4dpo today.........................so slow! no symptoms accept was naughty this morning and made a bacon sandwich but I couldnt eat it!! would normally wolf it down but it just didnt taste right and the tomato sauce which I love tasted horrible!x

 

[Rivetkitten]

Ooo schoolteacher... I hope that's a good sign

The ttw is one thing... the two week wait before ovulation is zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz