November Rainbows 2016

Discussion in 'Pregnancy After A Loss' started by maryanne1987, Mar 10, 2016.

  1. lilesMom

    lilesMom Well-Known Member

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    He will be three the end of may
    We weren't aiming for a big gap
    But hve had 3 losses since
    But might be easier cos he starts playschool in sep :)
    I joined a ttc thread after my first mmc
    And we r still in contact too.
    Its nice to get to know people properly and follow their stories after birth too :)
    Thanks for the invite xx
     
  2. lilesMom

    lilesMom Well-Known Member

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    Wow I just saw in ur signature u hve really been through the ttc mill
    Hugs xxx
     
  3. maryanne1987

    maryanne1987 Well-Known Member

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    Awww thanks Hun. I'm ok, all worth it for my babies :) glad I didn't give up. Couldn't imagine life without my rainbow now. Although I will never forget my angels x

    Praying we all get take home babies this time x
     
  4. lilesMom

    lilesMom Well-Known Member

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    Me too xxx
     
  5. LouOscar01

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    I find that I can literally only relax for the hour or two after the scan and then I'm panicking again. Haven't felt nauseous constantly throughout the day so I'm worrying about that. I'm definitely going to have to have anther scan Tuesday to see if it's grown because this was the point I lost my first baby. It had grown to 7w4d. So that's 3 days from now. I absolutely hate going into the scan room and I'm even terrified of actually looking at the screen even when they've told me it's ok. Hate that we have to be so scared :(
     
  6. lilesMom

    lilesMom Well-Known Member

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    Hugs hon.
    I've had three betas done this preg.
    They reassure me a bit the day I get the results.
    Then the niggles creep back in.
    But at the same time with all my mc I had an underlying gut feeling that it was going to go bad.
    I don't feel that really this time.
    More niggly worry.
    Are they planning on bringing u back next week?

    With my ds I had a scan 7 and 3,
    He was measuring fine with good hb.
    So they wouldn't give me another one.
    I paid for private the following week so it would be after my previous mmc.

    My bro and sil hve had 8 losses,
    5 in a row after their last kiddo.
    Now preg again and all going great.
    So hve faith it can happen for us hon xxx
    Hugs
     
  7. hmmohrma

    hmmohrma Well-Known Member

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    Welcome Lilesmom! I am in complete agreement about the smaller groups. I was in a bigger one a while ago, and I teach all day, come home, and have no idea what is going on in the thread. I can keep up with this and don't feel invisible! :) <3

    My next appt. is April 19. DH and I have been through the ringer this week because our little 6 pound dog fell off the bed and got a brain injury. We weren't sure he would survive, but thank goodness he came home last night. He is still recovering, but we know he will live. $1200 dollars and a lot of loss sleep later...I came home from school and took a 5 hour nap tonight, and I'm about to go right back to bed.

    Yesterday I was worried bc I wasn't feeling very pregnant, but I'm nauseous right now. I've gotten in it in my head that my symptoms might just be my progesterone, and that is making me nervous.

    I am 8w6d today, and the farthest we've gotten is an 8w4d ultra sound that showed our baby was not developing properly and the heart had stopped recently. This is the farthest I've gotten if Booboo is still healthy. I'm feeling positive bc it's the first pregnancy since seeing RE and being on meds, but waiting for that 10w4d ultrasound to see an actual proper baby shape and heartbeat is nerve wracking!!!
     
  8. maryanne1987

    maryanne1987 Well-Known Member

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    Oh no hmmohrma. I hope your dog is ok! Poor thing :( we have a dog, I love them, I work as a dog trainer so dogs are a huge part of my life, I literally would break my heart if anything happened to him. Praying for a speedy recovery. What a stressful time for you!
     
  9. lilesMom

    lilesMom Well-Known Member

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    Thanks hmmohmra xx
    Oh ur poor doggie xx
    Hope he is recovering ok x
    Amazing how much damage a small fall can do.
    Poor little mite.
    Glad ye r looking after him x
    Hope he is better soon
     
  10. hmmohrma

    hmmohrma Well-Known Member

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    Here is a picture of him the night we picked him up. He is dirty and still has his catheter iv in, but he is ALIVE! We thought he was dead at first, and my husband found a heartbeat and gave him mouth to mouth. The ER vet said she probably saved his life. Our dogs are very important to us, and we just put down our 11 year old german shepherd less than two months ago. She was old and became sick, so that was a cut and dry decision. It was so touch and go with our little guy. He might be a little slower forever, but that is okay.

    I'm feeling more pregnant today. Nausea is back...
     

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    lilesMom Well-Known Member

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    Aw hugs
    He is gorgeous xx

    All day nausea here top.
    Untill Oh made me yummy dinner this eve
    I thought I couldn't eat it.
    But once I started it was yum
    And nausea vamoosed :)
     
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    Awe what a sweet pic of your pup! We have a 1 year old lab and a 12 year old toy poodle. They are our babies too. We lost our 14 year old toy poodle a week after Christmas and it was hard.

    So far an easy pregnancy for me. Hardly any nausea. Just moody and tired.
     
  13. maryanne1987

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    What a gorgeous puppy! Hope he's on the mend!

    Not much sickness here either. Makes me nervous though as in every other pregnancy ive been really really ill with ms. Hoping it's not a bad sign :/
     
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    Awww gorgeous doggie. Glad he's ok!! Me and my dog are literally inseparable! Don't know what I'd do without him!!

    I was so worried about my nausea disappearing yesterday that I paid £70 for a private scan...all was ok but I'm still worrying about my nausea not being here today!! Can't wait for the time that I don't have to worry :(
     
  15. lilesMom

    lilesMom Well-Known Member

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    Id love a scan today
    I'm ridiculously tired
    And hve some nausea
    But just woke up doubtful today for no good reason.
    Boo!!
    The weather here is so bad,
    We r house bound by it
    Its prob cabin fever making me think too much.
    Roll on Fri week :)
    Hope ye r enjoying ur weekends xx
     
  16. maryanne1987

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    Glad went ok with your scan! We are gonna pay for a private one at so me point this week, I'm so worried and need to see if all is ok. Won't relax till I do.

    I'm really tired too lilesmom. Weather here sucks too so just relaxing at home. DH has been taking care of aurora so I can nap. It's been so nice! Roll on second tri now, I'm fed up of being so tired all the time!
     
  17. lilesMom

    lilesMom Well-Known Member

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    Nice Maryanne,
    Oh minded Simon yest and I went to cinema and pool with my sis
    Hadn't done it in ages :)
    If I could get fresh air id wake up a bit I think.
    But its yucky out!!!

    Bit achy in uterus today
    Constipation has eased up ( tmi soz).
    Worrying me a little bit .
    Hopefully its nothing though.
    U booked ur scan?
     
  18. maryanne1987

    maryanne1987 Well-Known Member

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    We are in Wales and the weather here is awful too! No way am I going out in it!

    No I'm booking it tomorrow though for asap. Need the reassurance atm. When's your next scan?
     
  19. lilesMom

    lilesMom Well-Known Member

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    Id love one too.
    But I left work when my son was born
    So can't really justify spending the dosh on it
    I haven't had any yet.
    First one Fri week.
    Thinking of ringing them and asking could they switch it to the Tues
    But I prob should just wait
    I'll be exactly 8 weeks on the Fri.
    Id be 7 and 4 on the Tues.
    Hve appointments with my son the other days that week
    So only days I could do.
    Um ..
     
  20. Lucasmum

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    Not feeling very positive today, when I first tested I got a 2-3 on the test thought I would see if I progressing so took another teat tonight and still only got 2-3 was expecting to see a 3+ Not sure if it was to diluted :shrug:
     

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