Gemma, that's really good progress you should be proud!!
I am just about ready to leave my OH. Am in tears for the 3rd time today. He really is being such a cock and i can't do it anymore. Constant arguing, he talks to me like crap, doesn't do things. Oh there's so much stuff but won't go into it. He's been a different person for months. I've made allowances for him. I know he works hard and is tired. But so am I! Everything turns into an argument and I've had enough. I slept on the sofa last night and nothing has changed today. Just so worn down by it all. I love him deep down but that love is dwindling and I'm starting to not like him. Don't know what I'll do if I leave....but need to think seriously whether this relationship can continue.
Got the angelcare monitor today. It's brilliant and Kai will be sleeping in his cot tonight all night.
Sorry for the me me. Got no one to talk to.
10 past 7 and libby is asleep!! no fight, well when she was having her bottle, she new and was sobbing and I thought she had a pain or something but I think she is starting to realise what comes next! wonder what tonight will be like, she only had 3oz of her bottle but its not really due till 8.15 but she was so tired! hopefully we can try and wean her off the night feed? Im pretty pleased with my beautiful little madam!
ooo that's a nice house... you'd never get anything that size for that price here i don't think