Hopefully I will get a chance tomorrow
I appologise to everyone for being slow
Well I had a crappy day today. Evan didn't sleep again much last night. the annoying thing is he isn't crying and screaming he is just awake
Plus he was feeding like a trooper and it got right on my tits (literally!!)
So tonight we are on night one of formula. So far 3 ounces at 9.30pm slept till 12am, then another 3 ounces of formula and a tiny bit of boob and straight to sleep. He doesn;t seem to take more than 3 ounces from me, but takes 4-5 ounces if my mum feeds him!
I took Evan out in the ICE to a party this afternoon. I am surprised I am in one piece taking that buggy into town! Still I think he enjoyed the change of scenary and the music and bright disco lights
I have decided if the formula works tonight then I think I am slowly going make the change. It makes me sad
But he is barely sleeping longer than the odd hour unless it is on me and I can't keep that going. I love feedinghim and I love hi sleeping on me but I need a life. Cos he doesn't sleep upstairs with me he only sleeps when I get hi up and we both end up sleeping from a few hours between 6am to midday and that's the day gone. A bad habit that needs to be broken, espeically as I am going home in a few weeks to be a proper single mum, so need to be able to cope as today mum had to take him whilst I had a cry. Turned out he had wind after a big burp
I'd been winding him for ages and nothing came up. Annoyed!!
I hope Pixelle if you read this you don't stay away hun. Even if you just come on here for a moan and some support? I was thinking maybe give your HV a call so you can have a chat with someone? Who knows if it is just hormones, tiredness, you are a little down or it is PND, but it will be good to talk to someone x x
Wonderful photos ladies. I want to take some of Evan if he is calm anough to let me try and be arty farty
I am going to start writing Evans baby book tomorrow. Bit sad I got to keep the dad bits blank. I could fill it out I suppose, but if he has never seen him or cares i guess there is zero point