I was thinking you know spoh, I do the same I thinki its pretty normal, I never buy anything for myself anymore and whenever I go somewhere buy loads for libby, I wouldnt psyco-analyse yourself too much lol
we had a shit night too, well she woke up at 4 took 6 oz and then wouldnt go bk down came into my bed and squirmed and cried till I got up at 6, I really need a break, it sounds aweful but im starting to get angry.. I would never harm her in anyway but Im having to walk out the room and I keep crying all the time. Its really hard having no family or close friends down here to watch her for an afternoon and even when oh comes in from work I do everything as I just know how she likes things and she wont really settle him... even if he does sometimes its not really a break... I havnt been away from her at all since I when to asda about 2 weeks after she was born and IM really stressed, I feel like I need a drink and I dont really drink or ever want to!