October Sticky Beans!

[Blackrain90]

So sorry Krissie That has to be so rough, especially when your body gets your hopes up. So weird that AF started as early as it did though.
At least having DS you know it is possible and worth it, but that probably doesn't make it any easier right now. Sending lots of hugs your way hun!!

 

[todmommy4568]

So so sorry Krissie What an awful bitch! When it happens it will be completely worth it even though it feels like absolute sh*t right now. Are you going to use clomid this cycle?

I took another OPK when I got home and it is pretty light and usually if I am about to O even the most diluted urine still blazes positive which this wasn't super diluted. And my surges have always happened at night so to get lighter in the evening wouldn't makes sense for O. Hoping the test from earlier maybe just looked so dark from drying or was some weird fluke. Holding out hope!

 

[krissie328]

Thanks ladies.

The spotting is gone. It was only that one time. So maybe it was spotting. I've only ever had midcycle spotting one other time and nothing came of it. But I'm pretty sure that was an annovulatory cycle.

 

[Blackrain90]

Pretty sure you said you had some cramping the other day? My hopes have jumped up again for you love!! Keep us posted on what your crazy body decides to do haha xoxo

Edit- that might have been Mrscletus who had the cramping, now I can't remember haha. Either way I am still holding out hope for you!

 

[krissie328]

It was me. I had cramping the day before the spotting at 8 dpo and a little bit the day of spotting. Those together make me hopeful too. Tomorrow is only 10 dpo so I'm going to avoid testing like crazy. Or try too.

 

[Angel5000]

My presentation is tomorrow. I'm kinda freaking out. I am good for the first half of it but the second half I keep forgetting pieces I need to say and get jumbled. Even with notecards! I spend all day in front of people speaking and I'm turning into a nervous anxious wreck over 3 people! Can't wait until it's over

Making matters worse - we have a friend who lives with us while he's getting back on his feet. He has a job but owes a lot of money to a lot of ppl so it'll be awhile. anyway he gets his kid one weekend a month. And that's this weekend. My lovely 4 day weekend he's going to have his kid. I like most kids but he can't handle his and she's rude and not well behaved. I'm not exactly trilled about having her here during my entire break. He's picking her up tonight I did tell him he better plan in evacuating the house tomorrow for 3 hours so I can have peace and quiet during. My presentation. He sort of looked at me like I was insane. I told him that wasn't a request, it was a demand. His face was priceless.

Heather - omg! I was literally laughing so hard I almost fell out of my seat!!

Heike - that's a beautiful name! I really hope I spelled it right! so sorry that you got lost. I've done that before. I also have horrible orientation and if my gps can't get me there I'm doomed. At least you were able to have cell service to call your friend! Have a good camping trip!

Krissie - I can't see much in the test (big surprise I know! Lol!) but I'm glad the spotting seems to have stopped. Either you're having a weird short LP or it could be a sign... (im)patiently waiting for your next test

Shandra - oh good! I'm holding out hope that your eggy waits!!

 

[krissie328]

Thanks ladies. The spotting is for sure gone and my temp jumped up over a tenth of degree over my highest. So I am excited to test now. Still only 10 dpo so debating if I want to use a frer today or tomorrow. Or both.

 

[krissie328]

Well since I have no self control...

 

[Angel5000]

OMG !!!! I see that line!!!!!!

 

[krissie328]

OMG !!!! I see that line!!!!!!

YAY!! We know it is real when you can see it.

 

[Blackrain90]

Ummm omg I popped on here quickly just to see what your chart did today, and was super confused when I saw a TICKER in its place!!! That is a super clear line, doing a humongous happy dance for you Krissie!!!!

 

[krissie328]

Ummm omg I popped on here quickly just to see what your chart did today, and was super confused when I saw a TICKER in its place!!! That is a super clear line, doing a humongous happy dance for you Krissie!!!!

Thanks!! My temp went way high. Over a tenth of a degree above my second highest temp.

 

[krissie328]

Oh one more random thing.. My week change will also be Monday!!

I told dh over the phone since I wont see him for another 22 hours. He just kept saying I am so excited/happy.

 

[Blackrain90]

Aww that's so cute

That is crazy that we are all (or mostly all?) changing on Mondays!!

Jess baby brain is a real struggle. Keeping my fingers crossed that you are able to concentrate and keep an unscrambled head for your presentation. I'm sure you will nail it!!!

 

[krissie328]

Yes!! Good luck Jess. (Sorry I am so self absorbed some days!!)

Hopefully you can focus and rock your presentation! Well I have no doubt you will.

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I got a line on my wondfo!! Somehow seeing that line instead of the frer makes me feel better.

 

[Blackrain90]

Pictuuurreeeee

 

[Angel5000]

I emailed my advisor who does the managing for my committee and told her what's going on and that i may need some process time. she told me not to worry and shed pass that on to the committee and said that all the committee members have had me as a student (true some multiple times) and they all know I'm a "stellar student" so not to worry made me feel better!


Krissie - you have every right to be self absorbed right now! I'm so excited for you!!!! Omg I can't even!!! Pics of the Wondfo!!!!

 

[krissie328]

Hehe- I cannot get a good picture. But I will make sure to snap one when I test next.

 

[todmommy4568]

Krissie that is amazing!!!!!

Jess I hope your presentation goes well. I am sure you will do great!

My little eggy only needs to wait 3 more days hopefully it holds out and I can join y'all this month. If ovulation holds off until Sunday I would be 12dpo at my doc appt so it probably wouldn't make a difference anyways. I have never been so happy to see a temp go down than I was this morning though

 

[krissie328]

Afternoon Wondfo with no hold. It's a very clear line irl.