October Sticky Beans!

[Lawes1987]

I'm so terrified and excited at the same time!

So sorry krissie

Lawes how are you?

Angel I'm glad you have an appointment, fingers crossed it is a simple fix!

Afm 18 days left, ah! I have really been slacking on my weight loss journey so I think I am going to take these last 2 1/2 weeks and really focus on my weight loss. Of course I will continue with my weight loss program while we are trying but I am sure I will be more preoccupied with babies and what not. I already ordered shirts anticipating getting pregnant lol ordered one for DS that says only child and then has it crossed out and says big brother underneath and then I ordered two for myself one says does this baby make me look fat and the other says I'm making a human what did you do today.......I've decided that is how I am going to tell my family when it happens haha

 

[MsRipple]

Holy cow Congrats lawes! How many days post o are you?

 

[krissie328]

Lawes! I'm so excited for you! Fx it's your sticky bean.

 

[Angel5000]

OMG Lawes!! Congrats!!!I'm so excited!! I hope that this is your sticky bean!!

 

[krissie328]

I thought I was handling the miscarriage okay. But today I am just a mess. I am very emotional. I think it is partially because I am so crampy today. Just really quite miserable. I really hope I can make it through today/this week and not fall apart completely.

In other news my DS is finally starting to give kisses. And by kisses I mean he grabs your face and shoves his into yours. But hey, its a step in the right direction.

 

[Angel5000]

Krissie. I'm so sorry. I don't know what else I can say to you, just know that we are here for you.

 

[cscbeth8421]

Awww Krissie...im so sorry. Absolute worst.

 

[Angel5000]

I got my blinky face today.

Of course this is not a great day for that, we've got the court stuff this afternoon and then a 3 hour drive home. :/

But hoping to BD tonight if it isn't too late or too bad at court, but then will try to BD daily until the solid smiley comes in.

 

[Lawes1987]

My app thinks I ovulated on the 29th-31st January. I tested on 14th February originally. I woke up with painful boobs. These are my tests so far, I think the progression is good. I'm 4w4d according to the 1st day of my last period.

 

[Lawes1987]

Between 16-18 dpo x

Holy cow Congrats lawes! How many days post o are you?

 

[krissie328]

Your cheapies do look good!! Congrats again!

 

[Angel5000]

Lawes - looks good to me!! I think that looks like a good progression of sticks!!

 

[mrscletus]

Oh Lawes.. the progression looks great.

Krissie We are all here for you.

Angel- we are right about the same time this cycle. My ICs are getting darker, had a bit of a temp drop today, and lots of watery CM.

Thinking the big O will be within the next couple of days. Lots of BDing will be going on.

 

[Angel5000]

Had a blinky today too. Temp rose this morning but I usually get a dip, then a rise, before O then a big dip at O Time. So we'll see how the next day or two goes.

I was just sent home from work. I got news at lunch that former student of mine committed suicide this morning. She was 16. The news is devastating. So my principal told me to take the afternoon and process/grieve.

mrscletus - hopefully we'll both be in the TWW soon!

 

[Angel5000]

I got news today that a former student of mine committed suicide this morning.

 

[krissie328]

I am so sorry Angel.

 

[mrscletus]

Oh no Angel- I cannot imagine that heartache.

 

[MsRipple]

Angel, sending you a virtual hug. I am so sorry.

Krissie, sending you a virtual hug as well. How are you holding up?

I am confused about my post-o temps this cycle. I had largish dips 6 dpo my last 2 cycles (but not in the first 3, no real dips til AF) that went right back up with no additional dips. Figured it's the secondary estrogen surge, maybe stronger some cycles than others.

But this cycle, I got a dip 7 dpo, went back up 8 dpo, and an even bigger dip this am at 9 dpo My temp does not usually fall so far until 11, 12 or 13 dpo (day AF is due). I am reasonably certain FF has my O date right. I guess AF could be coming earlier?

 

[krissie328]

Thanks MsRipple. Things are going well. I am feeling pretty good and now that the bleeding has stopped much more optimistic. I am still sad but I do believe there was a reason. We are going to ntnp this cycle and then prevent March/April. And start Clomid in mid-May. I am going to work on losing weight (hopefully) and focusing on getting a few projects done. Like putting in my raised garden bed over spring break.

I am not much help with your chart. Fx it is an implantation dip.

 

[mrscletus]

Well ladies!! Here is my POS!!! Going to get some good bd'ing in!!!