This past week has given me so much respect for those women who spend years TTC. It's literally all that I'm thinking about. Every twinge in my body, every sneeze...I'm googling to see if it's a sign lol.
Had cramping day 25/26 and literally a spot last night. Then today I have woke up cramping has subsided a lot and no more spotting. The one other symptom that's really standing out is that my skin is always super clear...I'm one of those lucky ones that never gets spots/blemishes and never really have. For the past week I look like I have chickenpox on my face...it's like a mild breakout of acne. To the point where one of my employees today commented on it
Keep running to the toilet today because it feels really wet down there, as if AF has come on ( Sorry I know TMI) and no sign of the witch.
Did another test this morning, really don't know why I keep torturing myself with them mind. BFN again.
AF is due on Friday, I'm not holding out for any miracles though. It's hard to remain positive when you see people getting BFP on 9DPO and I'm here 13 DPO with every symptom under the sun and about 20 BFN tests.
With my first pregnancy, I found out when I was like 6/7 weeks pregnant as I was on BC and wasn't planned, so don't even know if I had any symptoms then that I can compare it to.
But I genuinely do wish you all my very best blessings and wishes in getting your BFPs this month. It's hard when you want something so much and see other people around you take that very thing for granted
Big baby dust kisses to you all Xxx