Tess2012
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Please dont think me a terrible person... but I had unkind thoughts today! My friend is being induced and having her first baby today... and I'm so jealous im pretty sure I've actually turned green. I am happy for her, but my god I wish it was me!!
It's not just the jealousy though, this girl does not have a maternal bone in her body, she doesnt like to hold babies, when we go out for supper if there are people there with children she is not happy about it... I just dont get it! This girl doesnt even like dogs!! (lol I have this thing where I dont trust people who hate dogs)
I have told her about our attempts TTC, and she is one of those "oh we did it on the first try, quit trying so hard and just have fun!" ( I wanna slap those people! )
Anyways, I guess I'm just feeling the sting of too many BFN's and the stress of the TWW. I think you ladies will understand... *sigh*
It's not just the jealousy though, this girl does not have a maternal bone in her body, she doesnt like to hold babies, when we go out for supper if there are people there with children she is not happy about it... I just dont get it! This girl doesnt even like dogs!! (lol I have this thing where I dont trust people who hate dogs)
I have told her about our attempts TTC, and she is one of those "oh we did it on the first try, quit trying so hard and just have fun!" ( I wanna slap those people! )
Anyways, I guess I'm just feeling the sting of too many BFN's and the stress of the TWW. I think you ladies will understand... *sigh*