Hi bumpkins, just going to catch up in a min,not been on for a few days so I'm sure there will be quite abit of chatter to get up to date with!
I've had a rough few days,an awful tradgedy has happened,it's so sad

one of my best friends' husband died really suddenly Saturday afternoon. He was fit and healthy,didn't drink much,never smoked, 40years old, very lovely bloke-worked extremely hard and adored my friend and their 2 girls..there only 4 and 6 and I am absolutley devestated for them at never seing their daddy who they idolised ever again

They go to school with my son Ellis,the oldest is in his class,there really good friends,see eachother out of school ect..it was only on Friday we were joking with them that they make a lovely couple! Worse still..when it happened,my friend was out at a birthday party with the youngest girl..the oldest was at home on her own with her dad when he died


They had been playing on the wii and she was winning him so thought he was joking around,pretending to be asleep cos of that. She sat with him for 45 mins telling him to stop pretending,all the while he was turning purple. By the time the alarm was raised,he couldn't be saved.
I went over yesterday,was awful, it was breaking my heart to see her in so much pain, shattered in pieces, ripping her hair out and scratching herself in desperation

I feel so useless, and I know theres nothing anyone can do to take the pain away,only time will numb it.
Then ontop of that Ive got my dad here and yesterday he was in a foul mood,taking it out on me,hubby and the kids-selfish bast@rd he knows whats happened with my friend. Hubby blew his top and they ended up arguing