i did it ladies! dexter james was born at 2.13am this morning weighing 9lb5oz! i had a two degree tear in the same place as i was cut with taylor. i can honestly say iv never thought i was going to dye so much! had 2 gels put in which was fine, contracting regular every 2-3min, just manging on NOTHING! gpt to 6cm and she broke my waters and the pain just hit me, was soo out of it tbh on gas and air and pethadine. was screaming at midwife to giv me the epi, my dp walked out on me because i wasnt listening. got the erge to push after 20 min, pushed for two hours, was taking gas and air in betweenn contractions lol and just let my body push. at first i wasnt pushing right and she went to call surgen to cut me, so when she went out of the room i pushed with all my might lol. but he was born an hour later, i was so out of it i kept repeating myself and dreaming lol. im not sore tODAY AT ALL, but not been stitched as i want to heal naturally... but i did girlies! im the biggest wuss ever and i manged! =] =]