Good Morning Ladies!!!
After a very early night last night I slept from 7.30 ish right the way through until 6.30am!
I'd got to the point that my eyes were struggling to stay open, but I'd been awake from 4am yesterday. So I was very ready for bed. Only woke once and that was wen OH came to bed at some silly time, he's fallen asleep on the sofa!
I didn't get the ironing done yesteday a I'd intended; after taking DS to school having breakie number 2, pestering OH to call up about some job, i was lunch time; fancied a sickly bun so nipped into town to get lunch; by the time I got back the house was full of bodies. So there was no room to do it!
Maybe I'l try again today, but I ain't holding my breath...
My sister has planned a night out tonight, and has bags to finish packing ready for her leaving on Monday. So if yestrday's anything to go by, the entire house will be covered in her stuff. I had another fall out with her yesterday too; I had been looking forward to seeing her, when she came home, but now I'll be glad when she goes... I endedup in bloody tears again! OH tried to comfort me, but why does the "you shouldn't let her get to you, you know what she's like" chat never makes you feel better?
I'm fed up of being bossed about, treated as though I'm stupid and as though I'm beneath her. I'm the older sister, I've a family, a job and a house; I've been to college and uni and still she thinks I'm something you scrape off your shoe! I could understand it if she had some well paying job and earnt wads of money. She has an exciting job, but is poorly paid, she's younger than me, no family, house and runs so hot and cold. She can be nice, like buying the babe stuff, but then the next day she's complete off on one for what seem like no reason whatsoever. Roll on Monday!?!?
I know I'm hormonal but I ain't stupid!
I've made no plans for this weekend, infact I think I may just bugger off out, blow all the money I haven't got buy loads of crap I don't need and then I'll feel so much better. I'd be skint and then worry about money constantly, I'd feel loads better. Ok so My mood sucks today, rather sceptical on how today's gonna be, I can see me falling out with my sister big style if she starts again today... Then I'd be the bad bugger as normal, generally because she doesn't come up very often, and we do like to see her etc.
I just can't win!
Other than the sister thing I feel great, and really think things are looking up... The weather's getting better, work on the house has started again, OH is actively seeking work, I'm back at work Thursday and hopefully it won't be too long before the house is ready for us to go back to. Had a great nights sleep and heard babe this morning, starting to feel babe move too which is reassuring. All in all I feel almost like a well me!!
Right I'm gonna get dressed and go round the carboot. Balls to everyone else. I'm gonna have some me time. Might even go buy some trousers for work and a swimming suit... I'll fill you all in later, as to what I've done...
Have a wonderful day, in the sun shine... Make the most of it!!