I found out today that my donor will be out of town next weekend which may mean I'm out this month, depending on when I ov. If I follow last month's pattern I will be ok. But if it's like the first two months I'm totally screwed. Trying not to get discouraged yet. I just came from a co-worker's baby reveal party (she's having a girl!). I feel bad feeling jealous, but I can't help wishing it was us celebrating. Am I a horrible person?