Just thought I'd drop in and say hello to my lovely ladies...
Amy - so pleased you had a lovely weekend... you deserve some good times right now.
Shells - what a nightmare few days. I hope all is back on track now though!
Sarah - I'm sooo positive that you'll get a BFP, i'll eat my hat if you don't - seriously your symptoms sound totally perfect
Kaz - you're braver than I going to Glasto - but have lots of fun... just hope the weather holds up for you!!
Milosmum - interesting about your first af... hope you get your follow up appointment soon.
Welcome Army wife - this is a good, positive place for you to be right now - you'll get lots of support here!!
AFM - first af arrived 4w5d after op and seems to be totally usual. I also had OV pains a couple of weekends back and sore boobs again ever since so I knew she was on her way. Excited to get my CBFM up and running on this cycle so I can start tracking my cycle and OV and see how different they are following the operation. Also started a diet again! Have a BMI of 24.6 but want to loose a bit so feel healthier when I do get pregnant. Have also started spinning classes 3 days a week to help the weight loss along
First day back at work today too and so much bad news... the guy that works for me was about to resign last week, its gotten so bad... the environment we work in is really nasty, colleagues vying for attention and willing to do anything to get it, even if it involves stabbing you in the back - you cant trust anyone!! Great huh!! I hate the place and getting back into it and hearing all the negative stories on what has happened since i've been away has made me feel soooo depressed today. I don't know what to do!!! Part of the reason for starting a family now was the fact that i wasn't happy in my job and was to keep going till the baby was due in December, but now I don't even have that to keep me going... Now all i can think of is that I have to put up with this job that makes me so miserable, stressed out and on edge day in and day out - I just can't do it....
I think I know what you will all say - to get out and find another job, but the issue I have is the pay - Its pretty unbelieveable and I get to work (I head up a UK marketing team) from home apart from when I have meetings... Its an unreal situation but just a very negative working environment to be involved in... I couldnt really take the pay cut but then, when we start trying again, do I really want all the related stress and upset in my life which could cause things to go wrong again....
Arghhhhh what to do!!
Anyways hope you are all ok x x