ovulating/testing in march? :)

[amotherslove]

hello ladies. i had a MMC in october at 12weeks (she had died two weeks prior) and am now HOPEFULLY getting back into TTC.. i have an appoint ment to see a surgeon/doctor in my hometown this month on the 27th to start the process into seeing if i have endometriosis. if he gives me the okay to go ahead (and maybe even if he doesnt....i'm getting desperate) then i will be ttcing via a known donor on march 10thish. i am really excited to start again though i am filled with much fear.. will it happen as quickly as it did last time? will it last? will i have to feel this pain twofold? if i go full term will i forget my lily (not that i believe i could.. but i worry that i will love one more than the other.. as with most second time parents)

anyway, i hope someone else is willing to ttc alongside me or whatnot and if not oi hope you all have a good cycle.